the mem0ries

2010-05-16T15:22:00.001+08:00

向日葵可以永远面朝太阳的温暖，太阳却永远不会注意到，有些花儿不能跟谁自己的脚步。对不起，我不是你的向日葵。

2010-04-05T18:34:00.001+08:00

礼物

终於可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
困住人一切却还向前
乾涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了为什麼我却只想要哭

你说做自己吧我们都做回自己哦~
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
终於分别夙命一样准确
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号只有你能明了
过了这一夜我就全忘掉

P.S. 最后一次相见

2010-01-17T19:48:00.001+08:00

toying with people feeling?
but is there a need to be serious in an UNOFFICIAL relationship?

i swear, at least i am sincere to my friends.

2009-12-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

所谓的“一期一会”其实是日本茶道用语，说明每一碗茶都是唯一的。喝茶时因为地点、心情的不同而得到不同的感受。就算人都一样，日子不一样，茶的味道也会跟着改变。爱情也一样，日子不同、天气不同、地点不同、人物不同时都会有不一样的感受，自然每一次都是一生唯一的一次了。

始终如一

2009-11-13T00:23:00.001+08:00

AΩ 是希腊字母，在希腊文里我们都知道 A 指 Alpha, 是开始的意思；而 Ω在希腊文里是英文字母的 O, Omega, 用作指事情的终。在圣经启示录里，有一段提到我是 Alpha，我是Omega，意思是我是首先的，我是未后的，我是初，我是终。我于是将 AΩ 这两个字母并在一起，设计了这条吊坠项链，代表我对你始终如一。

2009-11-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

how i wish i never met you.
never.

if i have an eraser,
you will be the first mistake that i will erase from my life.

2009-11-02T13:48:00.002+08:00

《这世界到底到底》

这世界要多明亮，才能让我不错过你的身影?
这世界要多美丽, 才能让我忘记最迷人的你?

这世界要多安静，才能听见一颗心的声音?
这世界要多拥挤，才能让我挤进你的心底?

爱情密码

2009-10-15T11:40:00.001+08:00

我相信，
每个人心中都有一个特定的爱情密码。
最初的密码，是最容易解的。
但是，随着爱情所带来的伤害，
这个密码也变得越来越复杂。
不过我也相信总有一天，
我们还是可以找到那个，
能够启动我们心锁的挚爱。

2009-10-03T00:05:00.001+08:00

from sunset to sunrise, i will be right here waiting for you.

2009-09-22T20:42:00.002+08:00

最后的拥抱

我会很想你
当你明年回来时
希望被你所抱的我
会比今天优秀十倍。

你的金玉良言：累积经验

因为是你，
所以无人能取代。

祝你幸福。

2009-09-21T17:56:00.002+08:00

离开是为了回来

结束有时为了重新开始
乾杯有时为了再添一次
颠簸旅途为了记忆灿烂
偶尔下雨为了温暖阳光
遇上难题为了寻找答案
终於解脱全因痛哭一场
告别为了怕太专心去爱
最后忘记世间的色彩
离开是为了回来

我会努力朝目标前进，让你在三年后，在你意想不到的情况下，和你重逢~

16o9o9

2009-09-17T16:08:00.002+08:00

blogger is finally like okay . like totally :D

YAY *cheers*

今天，我看清了一个事实。
不是，应该说我很久以前就知道了，只是不曾去真正想过。

要说是我一手把这一切推开的，
要说是我一手把这一切造成的，
不如说，
从头到尾，
你们都猜错了。

那不是那样的，
只不过是一种习惯，
一种依赖。

也因为这样，
我的创作灵感，
又回来了... ...

婉欣名言1：永远，只不过是永远的谎言。

婉欣名言2：因沉默而悲哀，因悲哀而沉默。

但愿你不会把这场爱情变成一场廉价的爱情，
我祝福你（：

2009-09-12T10:42:00.000+08:00

i'm like sorry.
i din't realized that i had this fear with me all along.
it's all too scary to be recalled.

perhaps you think that i'm scare of ghosts ( yes, quite a bit lah): )
actually i think that i am more afraid of finding myself in an unknown place IN THE DARK, i guess.
i don't like this kind of feeling, no sense of security.
mostly because i have no sense of direction.
it's like if i go home very late in the night in school,
i mean like why on earth will i give a damn,
i won't be scared or whatever (maybe a bit, i am more scare of some baddie =.=")
but it's like different =.="

so, let's just bring a compass and map next time LOL! :D

yups,
thanks WEIKIT for his bag. LOL.
i mean i like grab his hand so tightly,
i dunno why,
it's a natural reaction,
to get myself some sense of security LOOOOOOOOOOOL.
dumb me.

and BEN YOU ARE REALLY DUMB =.="
you yourself is SCARED and ........................................
YOU KEEP SCARING ME AND YOU SCARE YOURSELF EVEN MORE .
S-L-A-P YOU.
okay like whatever.

PiPi super brave hahaha .

Ryan was super......
*smiling to himself yesterday*

Chin Pei look as if she is going for a golf match with Marion shirt.

If Marion wears it, she will look more like she is going for a tennis match! *imagine a bit*

YIMEI IS SCANDALOUS DE LOR.

Joel? quite quiet :x

CLARISSA, SHE IS A GIRL and someone called her a HIM???? NOOO !

Julian o.o (as irritating as ever)

Lin Hao? (my another scandal =.= like whatever shit mannnnn)

Guang Wen. DARN, he is AS TALL AS EVER.

JOELLE? must be the most happy of all :D

o6o9o9

2009-09-06T20:22:00.001+08:00

i do not wanna to become someone like you,
i know you changed for the sake of others,
but are you sure that you are HAPPY?
if you don't,
don do the same thing to me.

I AM WHO I AM.

11o7o9

2009-07-11T21:12:00.001+08:00

different feeling might mean the same thing?

unpredictable life - i never gotten what i wanted?

omg, what rubbish am i talking .

bye .

17o6o9

2009-06-17T11:56:00.002+08:00

it feels as if we had been couple for 5 years.
throughout this 5 years,
we know each other too well,
too well,
till there is nothing else that we can talk about.

we start to fight,
for little minor things,
then we tried to salvage,
but we are both too tired to salvage,
and things are just left like that,
like that.

now it's like a cold war between couple,
or maybe even .....
a break up between us.
back to friend,
just normal friend,
or maybe just a hi-bye friend.

"Friends don come and go, they come to stay"
but ......
perhaps,
it's time to let go
or just let thing be

i still remember the promise on 20o62017,
do you?

15o6o9

2009-06-15T18:11:00.003+08:00

是他变了？
是她变了？
还是我变了？

留在记忆里最初的美好
也变了。

是环境改变了我们？

太多人，
都不明白这变化，
还相信那最初的美好能够经得起时间的改变。

不知道要如何跟这些人解释，
或许，
一开始他们都不应该知道的。

他的变化，
我无奈。

她的变化，
我遗憾。

我的变化，
我无意。

只怕到最后，
心都变了。

因为突然好累好累。
看似这样的我，
没有你想象中勇敢。

o2o6o9

2009-06-02T15:18:00.000+08:00

it's time to wake up, really.

if these goes on, i will fail all my h2 by the end of this year.

no way.

MY AIM : AT LEAST AN AVERAGE OF C FOR ALL SUBJECT.

WAKE UP NOW.

IT'S NOW OR NEVER.

LAST CHANCE.

28o4o9

2009-04-28T20:07:00.001+08:00

thanks to these people who tagged (:

i'm sorry for the stereotyping for the previous post.

i know you guys do care for me,

just that i get too upset sometimes ):

and start venting my anger.

love you guys (:

26o4o9

2009-04-26T16:49:00.002+08:00

i asked some if they enjoyed going to school.
obviously the answer is no.
the only reason that make them feel like going to school is FRIEND.

i start to think,
i am quite closed up after being hurt by people whom you called as friend.

so are these friends really my real friend?
why can't i find the one that really touch me as a real friend,
or at least make me feel that you are very sincere to be my friend?

i told someone that, i prefer to go out with outside school friends.
it's true can .
these people don remind me of school LOL .
plus it's like,
what for go out with schoolmates when you see them in school like everyday?
i rather go out with friends which i rarely have the chance to meet.
the further we are, the closer i wanna to be with you guys =x

similarly, i am losing the PASSION is studies gradually,
which i don wanna it to happen ):
i wanna to find back my passion for learning, seriously ):

omg lah i got so many expired photos .
i think i shall just spam here._.
okay nvm another time LOL .

19o4o9

2009-04-19T11:48:00.002+08:00

i know i had not been updating, hectic life i would say.

seriously, i dreaded of going to school nowadays.

it's not like when i am in sec/pri sch, where i still feel motivated to go to sch.

now i don.

i wanna to let go off everything,

but i know i can't.

PROBLEMS . i hate you .

2009-04-12T14:15:00.003+08:00

mmm, i kinda of disappointed for not getting the CLEPS, even though my L1R5 raw was 11?

i can't find any reason to explain this, even though they say it stops at L1R5 raw of 13?

D: what's the problem, what's the reason? can anyone please tell me?

sometime i really feel tired of trying so hard but not getting any result .

i'm really freaking SICK of it .

LET GO, JUST LET IT GO .

o3o4o9

2009-04-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

eheheh! thanks you guys for all the votes !
the journey in sc now is only a start (:

oh yes oh yes, before today ends,
i shall just wish MARDS a happy birthday once again! ♥

29o3o9

2009-03-29T15:47:00.003+08:00

i seriously think that's what i need now .

LOL, actually not to that extent yet .

oh yes, i was writing on rama's facebook wall that day, and he said that he's awaiting for this Friday, whereby the result will be out . Den i told him that i beg to differ, because if one doesn't get in, it means separation. i dun wanna that to happen ):

okay lastly, these are 2 indi photos taken for the campaign poster (:

P.S. i might not be chio, but i believe that i have a chio heart (:

24o3o9

2009-03-24T21:29:00.003+08:00

psps, i know i very long never update le! too busy to -.-"
anyway, council camp is OVER xD i suffered quite a lot, but i learnt quite a lot too xD
oh ya, anyway this is campaigning week... so..

I'M C40, Goh Wan Xin

Vote for me okayys? (: thanks xD

17o3o9

2009-03-17T11:29:00.002+08:00

握在我们手里的，不一定是我们真正拥有的;
我们真正拥有的，不一定是我们刻骨铭心的。

看见的未必是真的，真的你未必能幸运的看见。
看见的不一定要拥有 ,看不见的我们还有梦。

自从我遇你之后，
我就把我这一生的幸运都用完了。

如果你爱我的话，
请放我走，让我去追求真正属于我的幸福。

13o3o9

2009-03-13T21:36:00.004+08:00

These people are my LOVES, o933

I din not meant to leave to class, but i guess i have to (even though it is not approved yet) . BUT what i wanna to say is that, i really love this class, because this is the MOST UNITED CLASS I EVER HAD :D ROCK ON .

Personally Messages that i could think of at this moment!

CONSTANCE : HEY COOL DUDE, thanks for being my friend, thanks for teaching me, thanks for taking care of me and thanks for listening to me and even counseling me (: all the very best for your DANCE, and also, take things positively ! :D

JIN XIA: Thanks for all the accompany! I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU SAYING THIS TO ME : " Are you ok or not?" . THIS SIMPLY PROVE THAT I AM CLUMSY! I know that i can fall anywhere, anytime, but will i still hear this line from you the next time i got sick or injured? DON CARE LAH, I WILL MISS YOU D:

EILEEN: Thanks for guding me along and giving me advices! ^^ You are definitely a comfortable friend to me :D love you~~

CYNTHIA: You are indeed a very nice and sweet friend!

EUGENE: HEY, you talk CRAP, but it's happy to chat with you!

NAZREEN: OMG! SISTER, you are so COOL HAHAHAHAH .

EYELYN: I WILL REMEMBER THE MR BEAN JOKE FOR LIFE . LOL . remain as a joker okayyy! - i think that you are really cute and funny! HAHAHAHHA :D

JINLE : "JINLE" in a weird tone, HAHAHAHAH .

CHIEH LING: OMG YOU ARE SUCH A CUTIE-PIE :D i have to say this NO MATTER WHAT .

HUI TENG: STAY VERY SWEET WITH YOUR HMPH LAHHH .

PEI XUAN: Must take care of your body! don everyday sleep le lah HAHAHAHA (:

WU HUAN: You are a SWEET GIRL TO ME (: stay pretty :D

YIMEI: The HERO? HAHAHAHAH . see you around for CAMP (:

CRSYTAL: HOHOHO, THANKS FOR FEEDING ME WITH SWEETS LOL (:

YI JUAN: HAHAHA, i can difer you from LI SHAN LE LAHH .

LI SHAN: I CANNOT DIFER YOU FROM YI JUAN OMG . Kidding lah LOL :x

JIA YING: don keep sms-ing HAHAHA :x JIAYOUS FOR MATHS (:

oh my i am really falling asleep le -.-

AND AND SIAN, I DIN GO BACK KSS BECAUSE OF SC D: DIE MAN, I MISS KSS SO MUCH . ZZZZZZZZZZ . SLEEEP OFF WITH IT .

o6o3o9

2009-03-06T18:33:00.003+08:00

i'm super hurt by things, which i never thought that it will become like that, for i really have no such intention at all . however, no matter what's the outcome, i will forgive for whatever that had been done, and also to reflect upon myself (:

but i got happy stuffs to share here ^^!

okayys! remember my post on 6 Feb? the part abt the 《一个巴黎两个爱》?
the result is out ! (: okay here u go

*因为新浪博文字数有限，所以必须分开两篇发．．．

首先要谢谢参与的朋友~！在经过细细的品读以后呢~ 若若决定把小礼物送个以下这两位朋友~

两篇文章各有千秋，阿佐的重在剧情；WAN XIN 胜在细腻和文章写法与故事有延续《一个巴黎两个爱》原文的风格。把她们两位所写的自编结局全文公开在这里和你们大家一起分享~！希望你们也会喜欢~！其他几位没有选中的朋友，为了表示感激，若若也会送出去年在布拉格买的小书签给你们哦~！　谢谢大家～！　《一个巴黎两个爱》自编结局活动圆满结束，大家一起拍掌～！

okayys! to be honest, i found the other winner's production is much more exciting then mines LOL, and i like it a lot! remember to read his/her at this link here :

http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4fc39c900100cjy5.html

as for mines, i paste here okay? (:

自编结局２ by 读者WAN XIN （恭喜WAN XIN获得手链一条哦！）

一年后，我还是回到了这里… …

与往年没什么不同，巴黎浪漫的万种风情依旧，而我也一如既往的去寻找那个属于蓝于泽和我相爱的味道。

唯一与往年不同的是，我多了一份犹豫，犹豫是否要多留多一天，给华世皓一个机会呢？

我是否真的应该带着蓝于泽的心，再去爱华世皓呢？这样做真的对吗？

我坐在塞纳河边的一个角落，拿出了那本我随身携带的笔记本，开始不停的画圈圈，一直画，一直画… …

突然，一阵大风吹来，把我的头发吹得凌乱，使我不得不放下手中的笔去整理我的头发。风把我大腿上的笔记本吹到了夹着蓝于泽名片的那一页，那张在两年多前的名片，出现了一点发黄的迹象了。我拿起了那张名片，赫然发现，那小卡上一行我看不懂的法文，至今还是一个谜。

该问谁好呢？如果在街上随便找一个人问，也未免太奇怪了吧？

到最后，我回到了蓝于泽的妈妈所开的咖啡屋，看看那里是否有人可以帮到我。

去年，我根本没有勇气回到这件咖啡屋，因为我当时还是无法接受自己再也没有机会再喝到蓝于泽为我亲手冲泡的忘忧咖啡了… …

来到了咖啡屋，令我惊奇的是，这里的点点滴滴，一点都没有改变到，甚至那两年多前的女服务生也是。她的样貌依然是那么得眉清目秀。

就当我还在发愣时，那名女服务生已经走到了我的面前，邀我到蓝于泽和我每次都坐的座位。在我坐下后，她对我笑说：“I remember you”

在我印象里，我只听过这名女生说过日语，但现在她竟然会说英语了！

或许，她可以帮到我吧？我的眼里闪烁着一丝的希望，用英文问她是否晓得法文。

她笑得甜丝丝，答道：“我学法文快一年了，是为了我的男朋友才学的。”

“我希望有一天可以用法语和我喜欢的人交流”这句话在我脑海中浮现。当初我也是为了华世皓才学法文的。只可惜，太多事情的发生，使我始终没有把法文学好… …

我突然想起我来这里的另一个目的，便拿出了那张名片，叫她帮我翻译。

她读了那行法文，然后对我用英文说，“那行法文的意思是‘你是这个世界上，最值得拥有幸福的人’”

最值得拥有幸福的人吗？蓝于泽的意思是希望我去追逐我的的幸福吗？

那句话，一直都在我的脑海里，徘徊着，直到我睡着以前，那句话还是反反复复的在我脑海里不停的重复着… …

等我醒来，已近是隔天的傍晚6点了！

好久好久，没有睡到那么久了… …

我回忆起华世皓用他那低沉温和的声音说的那一句：“傻女人 … … 为什么每次回来你都是在呼呼大睡呢？”

我猛然想起一年前我跟他说的话，但是，还有6个小时，今天就结束了！

“最后的6个小时，我是应该给他那个机会，也会自己多一次拥有幸福的机会，对吧，蓝于泽？”我看着手上的那张名片，自言自语地说道。

我回到了初次遇见华世皓的凯旋门，心想，既然第一次的邂逅是在这里开始，再一次相遇会是在这里吗？

华世皓，你是否还能像以前一样，看透我的心思，即使你不再是哈叔叔了以后？

人来人往，天空也从早前的浅蓝色，因为被夕阳的太阳照着，天空也逐渐变沉了淡淡的粉红色，直到最后一丝阳光都看不见的时候，天空变成了深蓝色，而星星就像是钻石一样一闪一闪，使这巴黎夜晚的街道，显得格外的浪漫与美丽。

就这样，我也不知不觉地从太阳下山前到太阳下山后，呆呆的站在了初遇的位置上，因为直到现在，我依然相信，只要站在原地，不要走开，我一直等的人，一定会找到我的。

不知道过了多久，都快被路人认为是雕像的我，感觉有人正在我后面，扯着我的衣角。

当我回过神，正要开口叫“ 皓” 的时候，才发现原来是一个小女孩。我有点失望，但是想了想，华世皓那么高，又怎么回去拉我的衣角呢？那小女孩长得非常可爱，因为她有着一双水晶般清澈的一双眼睛，再搭上她身上所穿的白色小洋装，就宛如一个小公主一般。

看着我用好奇的眼光打量着她，她便用我还听的懂的简单法文说明她的来历：“ 姐姐，帮我买张彩券好吗？这是我的工作，如果我没有办法在今天卖出一张彩券，我就不可以回家了，姐姐，求求你帮帮我好吗？我想回家… ”

不会吧？这类似“ 卖火柴的小女孩” 的情形，竟然也会发生在我身上?

“ 姐姐，姐姐，我知道你是好人，所以你一定会帮我的对不对？对不对？” 她拉着我的手，一直摇阿摇，一边说到。

最终，我还是敌不过她那致命的撒娇功夫，败在她脚下了，问道“ 那一张彩券要多少？”

“ 姐姐，不多！” 然后她就用她小小的手比了八根手指头。

“ 8 欧元是吗？” 我确认道。没想到她竟然摇摇头，答道：“不是，是80 欧元”

或许，那就是为什么她的彩券会买不出去吧？算了吧，我可不想看到这位可爱的小女孩有着和“ 卖火柴的小女孩” 一样的结局 … …

我从皮包里拿出了80欧元，交给了那小女孩，而她再拿到钱以后，从身后拿出了一个信封，就跑掉了。我想，她是要赶回家吧？

她走了以后，我才发现，手上的信封是由餐巾折成的。

打开餐巾，映入眼眶的是“幸福使用券，有效期一辈子，即刻生效，此券不可退还”，还有那个我最熟悉的签名… …

我眼中的泪水，因为这份感动，不受控制的往下流了。

突然，一个沉稳有力的手从我身后把我紧紧的拥在他的怀里，然后在我耳边唤到：“傻女人，你跑不掉了… …”

终

YAY (: i'm really happy over it. it really cheers up my day ^^

P.S. XINYING, YILI, ALICE, YOU ALL CAN READ IT NOW HAHAHA (:

o4o3o9

2009-03-04T20:22:00.005+08:00

oh my, i met a stalker on my way home today .
like shit lahh D: scary sehhhh .

i alighted at the MRT station today mahhh, den right suddenly got this "not so fit" guy from my back, and he started talking to me .

HE: you from jurong jc?
ME: NO. Nanyang . Junior College.
HE: LOL, not nanyang poly can le lah [whatever]
HE: you from j2?
ME: no .
HE: j1 bring so many things ah
ME: i buy textbook what. [i tried to walk away]
HE: eh where you live?
ME: i at *xxx*, of course live *xxx* . [is he dumb or baka?]
HE: i live near fajar there [LIKE I CARE?]
ME: sound very far [i anyhow answer LOL]
HE: eh i want make friends with you leis .
ME: i got more than enough friends.
HE: outside friends? not interested?
ME: i can't even rmb all my friend in school . I VERY BUSY LAH [ i was getting a bit pissed]
meanwhile he is acting as if he heart pain like that - AND HE SUCKS AT ACTING DUH .
HE: but you very cute leis, don make friends a bit pity lahh .
ME: no lah -.-" [shut up can or not] I GOING THIS WAY .
HE: really cannot make friend ah .

i walked off -.-" zzzzzz . AND HE WAS STILL STARING AT ME LIKE SOME FREAKING STALKER LIKE THAT . SUAY DAY LAHHHHHHHHHH .

TML IS SC INTERVIEW . GOD BLESS .

28o2o9

2009-02-28T13:46:00.002+08:00

停下脚步思考，
才发现，
有太多东西都被遗忘了。

那就像一场恶梦，
让我不知不觉地想起，
痛苦，
绝望的感觉。

眼泪，
为什么会有眼泪？
上帝给予我们眼泪的原因是什么呢？

27o2o9

2009-02-27T20:15:00.004+08:00

cramps + diarrhoea = hell .
i'm simply feeling very sick today .
zzz .

recently had been kinda of unwell, or rather unlucky .
fell into the drain . bruises and scar everywhere .

the following pictures are disgusting, please do not scroll down if you don want to see LOL .

that's how my legs look like ROFL . AHHH D: den i go peel, okay lah look nicer -.-" LOL . AIYA I DUNNO LAH SHIT MAN LOL .

OKAY DON CARE . and yea, thanks xing xian for the kind intention AGAIN, despite the facts that i can't make it, even though i hope to grab the chance to relax myself D: sad seh . aiyaaa, fated not to be . LOL . WELL WELL . i go do my stuffs le :D

22o2o9

2009-02-22T13:33:00.003+08:00

sooner or later, this blog is going to die? NOOO!!
but i am really busy with all my tutorials, assignments, tests, reading lecturer notes, exercise and even projects !
OH MY DEAR D:
but anyway,
a short update to say that,
i'm TRYING for student council.
meanwhile, CNNY is my considered as my cca because i am not officially in sc yet x.x
well, i had been thinking,
do i really have what it takes to be in sc?
will i be a good leader?
well, idk.
but i just try lor :x

2oo2o9

2009-02-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg .
don piss me off with that,
that's so so so so so disgusting,
omg omg omg omg omg .
you make me feel like going ewwwwwwwwww .
LOL .

omg omg omg omg omg .
i can't believe it LOL .
i believe you will have many stories to share,
and i will be waiting to hear ROFL .

omg omg omg omg omg .
too much thing don seems as it is on the surface .
so well,
you really make me go omg LOL .

16o2o9

2009-02-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

hehehe ! thanks for all your valentine's present okayy ! x3 - alice, yili, yutze, eileen, lixian, jinxia and i can't rmb who x.x! tell me if i miss out ur name okay!

and yea, happy birthday peixuan ! x3

14o2o9

2009-02-14T18:30:00.001+08:00

怕了，

累了，

我玩不起了。

13o2o9

2009-02-13T21:40:00.013+08:00

OH YEA :D

sorry for abandoning you ah, my BLOG D: people busy mah LOL :D

NYJC!*claps x2*
NYJC!*claps x2*

YES, i am in NYJC!
the school rocks lahhhhh LOL .
i got a lot of things to post leis, but i dunno where to start from, plus i scare i miss out anything LOL -.-

ANYWAY, mmm, monday orientation ...
i can't remember too much of it lah LOL .
i just noe that our OGLS are vitoria, tiang yong and su rong.

I COPE THIS PHOTO FROM VITORIA HAHAHAHAHAHA . OUR OGLS OF GLORIA 9 :D

got to know some of the classmates LOL . and well well?
what else ah LOL .
AND YAYAYAY , LEARN MASS DANCE .

WAKAO I TELL YOU, THE MASS DANCE OF NYJC ROCKS MAN .
every year they have a different MASS DANCE, and this is the NYJC 31th MASS DANCE .
ERM THERE'S A VIDEO ON IT IN YOUTUBE!

CLICK HERE FOR THE VIDEO :D

P.S. IF I NOT WRONG, the song is from the HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 !!!!

BUT I TELL YOU, i feel like a dance idiot LOL .
party because of my height and i was at the LAST FEW ROW -.- LOL .
damn sweaty after the dance also .

ERMMMM, DEN DEN DEN DAY 2 IS AT SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAA :D

played a lot of games yea? i don remember much abt that day anyway ._.
i only remembered abt them saying, the only 3 guys out of the 25 in the class, always walk in 3 mahs, so they are like the powerpuff girls LOL .

erm erm , day 3 of orientation , HOHOHOHO .
i remember something stupid happened ._.
after the work out session, [I CHANGED PARTNER AGAIN LOL]
we went for LUNCH TOGETHER .
although i had my lunch le , but gabriel came look for us mah, so half of the class went out to eat, and i pei them okay!
den we took a photo ...
OKAY I DON HAVE THAT PHOTO T.T

but anyway the stupid thing goes like this .
THAT VERY SMART GABRIEL WENT TO PUT HIS ALMOST TRANSPARENT SPEC ON HIS FLOOR , den after that on our way back to get our bags, HE WAS TALKING TO ME : " CAN YOU PLEASE DO ME A FAVOUR?" times DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES , den i din see his spec and you know lahhhh LOL . what rubbish, put the spec on floor LOL . but the good thing it's not spolit, just slanted, SO HE ENDED UP WEARING MY SPEC LOOOOOL .

HERE's THE EVIDENCE .

:XXXX

den cca bazaar, surong keep jioing me for dragonboat, but i guess i can't join, because my parents are against it, plus a lot more other reasons . BUT SU RONG ROCKS LOL .
okay never mind abt that LOL .
den i think i joining CNNY :D

DAY 4? SUPER HAPPENING , of course lah, stay till 9pm leis LOL .

WET GAME DAY, and i was really wet LOL .
okay the dinner is super nice . took some pictures with classmates and OGLs :D

SU RONG ! SHE ROCKS MAN <3 LOL . idk why anyway, but i find her damn COOL HAHAHAHAHAAH :D anyway, she's the dragon boat captain i think? LOL :D

VITORIA ! she's as tall as me LOOOOL :D but she's so cute and chio ! she's from dragonboat too, pretty unbelieveable right? :D

let's move on to classmates :D AND SORRY, i still can't rmb some of your name T.T

jin xia :D

chieh ling~

zoey from CONCORD HAHAAH :D

alicia? if i not wrong :D

gabriel x.x so sad lah, he become ex classmate le , no one for me to bully le lah . LOL

trios :D

o933 ! :D

after that we went to the hall for the last part of the orientation . AWWW D:

and we got the cheering competition, and ... WE WOOOOON . GORILA WOOO HOOO~
YAY ! rock on :D
and den the tarzan for dancing compeition is also fromm... GORILA !!!!!! :D
HAHAHA . GORILA ROCKS :D

EUNICEEEEEEEE ! <3 SHE SO LOVELY HAHAH :D

my malay chinese friend LOL . "wo bu shi ma la ren" ROFL :x

my angel's FRIEND !

I TELL YOU SOMETHING SPECIAL ABT US .
1. WE LOVE PURPLE COLOUR.
2. SHE HAVE THE SAME WRITING PAPER AS ME
3. WE HAVE THE SAME HP MODEL
4. WE ARE BOTH CALLED WAN XIN !

WOO HOOO !

den finally, it's disco night, for 1 hour. dance till you die LOL .
so tiring ROFL . i was sweating like mad LOOOOOL .

but anyway, i enjoyed my orientation :D
special thanks to all the people who organized and participated ! ROCKS ON :D

ohhh , schoool is starting, so everyone must JIAYOUS OKAY .

oh yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL AGAIN ANYWAY :D

and ..

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !

o6o2o9

2009-02-06T19:33:00.004+08:00

mmm, my finalized course are the following .
my class is o933!!! 933 is my favourite RADIO STATION LOL .

LANGUAGE ELECTIVE (CHINESE) (H2)
GEOGRAPHY (H2)
MATHEMATICS (H2)
CHEMISTRY (H1)
GENERAL PAPER (H1)
PROJECT WORK (H1)
CHINESE (H1)

well, because i do not like H1 CHINA STUDIES IN CHINESE, i changed to H1 CHEMISTRY .
but well, i think i am putting myself at such a risk that i need to take H3 CHINESE , but i don mind, IF I CAN COPE :D

mmm, i heard that chinese studies is a 4 years course in university . oh well LOL . i really really wanna to get into a LOCAL UNI badly .

and yea, i think my subjects are pretty well choosen LOL . because i see a good balance between different areas, such as i have all MATHEMATICS, SCIENCE , LANGUAGES, HUMANITIES :D
well, bad or good, i dun care already LOL .

NOW, about CCA?

that was what i thought of ..

GUZHENG? OH PLEASE, i can't okay, because SYF IS IN MAY D: plus i have no music background, so although they might get gold this year .

CHOIR? maybe? if they need someone with a damn freaking high pitched voice . LOL . so thanks ah mummy, for inheriting me this high pitched voice! LOL !

SUTDENT COUNCIL . well they do planning and organising, which i actually quite like it, plus they are a bit like YE, so i like it even more LOL .

MEDIA BOARDCAST? well, my dream is to be DEEJAY ! :D

well well well . i am SUPER HIGH :D

HAHA . okay, sorry to the PEOPLE WHO I ALREADY TOLD THEM, BUT I AM SO GOING TO REPEAT THIS AGAIN .

if you had been reading my review of the book, 一个巴黎两个爱, you might have a better idea of it LOL . well, anyway, i like this book most, out of the 7 books which i bought from china ! :D

BUT MY POINT IS THIS, the author actually invited us to write an different ending to the book, so i wrote and send it ...
well and i got this ...
something that the author replied to my mail ...

Wan xin,

谢谢你的参与，你细腻的把故事连接回原文开端，并写了一个很有意思的结局。
我自己读着也很喜欢。文笔不错，细腻并带着感情。继续加油~！

我已经把文章片段放到握博客去了哦~！待结果揭晓时，会给你更详细的点评。：）

最后，谢谢你喜欢《一个巴黎两个爱》！

Regards，
若若

:D so the blog link is this page!
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4fc39c900100c8u8.html

okays, den mines is the one in GREEN :D

by 读者WAN XIN （这是参加作品片段哦，由于顾及参加者的权益，目前还不可以把文章全文公布哦~！大家就看着片段先吧~！：））

一年后，我还是回到了这里… …

与往年没什么不同，巴黎浪漫的万种风情依旧，而我也一如既往的去寻找那个属于蓝于泽和我相爱的味道。

唯一与往年不同的是，我多了一份犹豫，犹豫是否要多留多一天，给华世皓一个机会呢？

我是否真的应该带着蓝于泽的心，再去爱华世皓呢？这样做真的对吗？

我坐在塞纳河边的一个角落，拿出了那本我随身携带的笔记本，开始不停的画圈圈，一直画，一直画… …

该问谁好呢？如果在街上随便找一个人问，也未免太奇怪了吧？

there are 2 other work being posted up by others in the link also :D

but seriously, i think my work is not really that good somehow? because i feel quite noob since this is the first time ever in my life to 投稿文章~
so i will work hard on it!

den this is one of the comment by a blog reader~

c夜n空

虽然没能看到全部，但从这三个片段来评估，觉得第一和第三都不错！两者相较觉得第三位写得更有看头！（纯属个人意见…）

(2009-02-06 11:46:18)
P.S.the 3rd post happens to be MINES .

WELL, I AM LIKE FREAKING HAPPY LOL .
the whole story will be out when i am the finalist :D
HOW I WISH I AM!
it's hard i know LOL .
yili told me that part damn intriguing,
but i scare to return her with disappointment if she read my real ending LOL .

well, but i am glad for the recognition given . it's a good encouragement for me, a surprise for me too :D

thanks for all the encouragement .
I LOVE IT LOL :D
and i hope to hear more praise/comments for areas of improvement LMAO :x

OKAY! TIME FOR HOMEWORK :D

o5o2o9

2009-02-05T20:33:00.003+08:00

stress .

i can already feel the tremendous stress that i am going to face .

everyday waking up at 6.3oam won last, i know .

well, i buy printing ink till i broke le LOL .

still got a lot of things haven buy .

still got a lot of things which i need to adapt to .

still got a lot of things i need to learn .

the future seems a bit bleak?

well, idk .

but anyway, it feel great to see my darling minyan, banana elanie , janson, lesile and eugene today LOL .

well, ppl got homesick, i got PAST SICK .

mmm, people, take care okayys!

o4o2o9

2009-02-04T20:48:00.003+08:00

THE SURVIVAL GAME .

will i survive?

YES, I WILL TRY TO BE FOCUS ENOUGH TO SURVIVE .

time to learn to be independent :D

but never forget the importance of interdependency .

go go go, I KNOW I CAN MAKE IT .

I KNOW I CAN WIN THIS GAME WITH VICTORY .

because i am who i am :D

o3o2o9

2009-02-03T17:13:00.003+08:00

okay, seriously i am starting to like my school now, ESPECIALLY FOR THE FACTS THAT I AM IN CLEP :D

and the ah moh teacher who happen to be my TEMPORARY CLASS MENTOR, was actually the LEGEND TEACHER THAT KSS/MRS RAM rejected? okay, don deny he's handsome, BUT, as for how his history lesson gonna to turn out? GOD BLESS , I HAVE NO IDEA .

SO HE TALKED TO ME TODAY .
HE: HEY, I WAS ONCE TEACHING IN KSS!
ME: OH REALLY? I HAD NEVER SEEN YOU BEFORE!
HE: OH! BECAUSE I LEFT BEFORE YOU CAME! I LEFT IN 2004
ME: OH ICIC .

LOL? BUT I AM NOT TAKING HISTORY :D

eh, seriously CLEP DAMN COOL, because i can be both an art and science student :D that makes my subject combination pretty balanced, like secondary school :D and and and, got damn lot of scholarships, eg. if i get short-listed for this first schloarship, i will get 1000 bucks for 1 year, and dun need to pay school fees, BUT I DUNNO IF I AM THAT LUCKY . but anyway, if i take chinese related course in university, i will have 6000 bucks per year, and also of course, i don need to pay school fees LOL :D

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT , I REALLY MISS KRANJI A LOT LAH !

THAT SOT SOT MS LEONG,
THAT JOKE JOKE MRS RAM,
THAT FUNNY FUNNY MS YONG,
THAT SERIOUS SERIOUS MDM YONG,
THAT NICE NICE MR KAT,
THAT CRAZY CRAZY MR MALIK,
THE CUTE CUTE MS WONG,
THE GOOD GOOD MS KOH!

I MISS MY KRANJI FRIENDS TOO!

MY PARTNER AMY!
MY BESTIE SIMIN!
MY BEAR KWAI GA!
MY MEI JANICE!
MY KOR ERIC!
MY SUN NU PEIYEN, AILEEN, JAIME!
MY SUN ZI DEXTER!
MY NU ER GUAN YEOW!

AND MANY MANY MANY MANY MORE!

P.S. I KNOW I SKIP MY PE LESSON TODAY, BUT I AM HAVING A BAD STOMACH CRAMP, I SWEAR . i was even having cold sweat LOL .

o2o2o9

2009-02-02T22:09:00.006+08:00

today SUCKS? or MAYBE NOT? but i guess i will stick with NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE :D

BUT THE BEST NEWS OF THE DAY, THE LORONG CHUAN MRT STATION IS OPENING IN MAY ! IT ROCKS I TELL YOU YAY I LOVE IT . LOL . IT WILL SAVE MY TIME SO MUCH :D THANKS GOD FOR THAT .

AND AND , I WANT TO THANK TO THIS SUPER GOOD MENTOR OF MINES, WHO IS ACTUALLY MY PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER, MR JONATHAN KUA .

SORRY FOR THE DUMB MISTAKE, IT'S ACTUALLY MR JOHNSON KUA . OMG, *throw face*

and mind you, he is my PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER, and he only taught me for 1 YEAR , that's like PRIMARY 5 [we were the first batch he taught], which is already like at least 5 years ago le. [how many of you are still in contact with your primary school teacher? it's hard, isn't it?]

BUT YET, HE'S ALWAYS CONCERNED ABOUT US, and he gave me a lot of encouragements and advices to help me do well in the future . THANKS FOR SETTING MY MIND AT EASE, especially when my parents know nothing about my studies, and i have no slibings plus i am inexperienced, i am GRATEFUL FOR HIS GREAT HELP to put my indecesive mind at ease, seriously .

A BIG THANKS FOR YOU OKAY . AND I AM FINALLY POSTING UP A DECENT POST ON YOU ON MY BLOG, SO SMILE :D

P.S. HOPE THAT I CAN GET YOU THE PHOTO WITH MY UNIFORM SOON :D

o1o2o9

2009-02-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

awww ! HELL STARTS TML .

waking up @ 5.30am everyday. god damn, i am so going to die LOL .

i remembered that there was once i woke up at 7 am in the morning, and ran all the way to my secondary school, AND I WAS NOT LATE . LOL, and yea, for the 4 whole years in my secondary school, I AM NOT NOT NOT NOT LATE ;x

AND DAMN IT, i guess IT WILL BE HARD to be this lucky AGAIN, considering i need 1 hour and 15 min to reach my JC D: but maybe, i can create a MIRACLE? LOL .

AND PLEASE, the day i am having A level, DON EVER EVER LET THIS KIND OF STUPID THING HAPPEN TO ME . other days, I DON CARE .

and sad sad sad sad! NO MORE SLEEP LATE LATE AT NIGHT . NO MORE CHATTING WITH FRIENDS AT MIDNIGHT . NO MORE HOLIDAYS . NO MORE SLACKING LIFE . NO MORE BEING A MIDNIGHT FRIEND LOL . NO MORE SHOPPING ALL DAY ROUNDS . NO MORE GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS ALL DAY ROUND . NO MORE NORE NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE !

MORE MORE MORE STRESS . HOMEWORK . STUDIES . TROUBLES . OH GAWR WHAT IS THIS, I DON WANT EVERYTHING TO END SO SOON ! OKAY SO I AM GONNA TO MUG HARD FOR MY A LEVEL TO ENJOY THE 8 MONTHS HOLIDAY WITHOUT ANY FEARS LOL .

and my friends including my dear, my honey, my ah boy, my darling, my bear, I WILL MISS GOING OUT WITH YOU ALL SUPER LOADS, I SWEAR . MEET OUT SOMETIME SOON OKAYS?

okay okay , i saw this on someone else blog, and i found it really interesting . let's take a look LOL .

Here's the light bulb joke for JCs. Credits to the original producer.

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker.
(Hmmmm? *raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

LOL! i need sleep now! GOODNIGHT :D

31o1o9

2009-01-31T11:40:00.002+08:00

想说的话自然会说，不想说的话，逼他或她也是没有用的。

因为，被逼说出来的话，未必是真的，不是吗？

不要让我知道你在骗我，我会不爽的。

即使要骗我，请用些聪明一点的方式好吗？

因为我并不笨，所以你的谎言，很容易被我识破。

31o1o9

2009-01-31T11:27:00.002+08:00

trapped in the unforeseen future .

just pray hard that it's not going to be a spider web .

nanyang junior college .

P.S. i am having a HORRIBLR MOOD SWING, so to all that had been with me today, I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THAT D: i dunno what had gotten into me, it just seems that my brain isn't PROCESSING ANY SINGLE THING .

P.P.S. b0y, no matter what happen, i will be here .
no matter what's your final decision, i will support you .
no matter what's the outcome, just remember that i dotes on you super loads okayys? ♥

3oo1o9

2009-01-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

这是我最近刚读完的本书~
一个巴黎两个爱...

不得不承认,
一开始,
买这本书的时候,
是因为它的封面真的很好很好看,
给人一种很自然,
很纯真,
很漂亮的感觉..

再看看它的简介,
虽然不敢确定是否会喜欢,
但是,
我的直觉告诉我,
我应该会喜欢..

所以我就在潜意识的情况下,
买了这本书~

你知道吗?
我其实很害怕自己会买下一本我不喜欢的书书,
因为,
那样我会后悔?

但是,
幸好这本书没有令我失望,
相反的还让我爱上了它..
所以,
我并不后悔,
更庆幸自己没有被它那美丽的外表给蒙骗了...

一个巴黎两个爱...
这本书的文学气息很重..
但是我喜欢!

你知道吗?
我好久没有读到那么好的一个作品了...

这本书里的艺术气息,
也非常的浓厚,
让我学到很多很多,
同时也让我不知不觉的敬佩起这位作者,
宋诺昕...
她似乎是个非常有文化修养的人..

最令人陶醉的是作者对巴黎的风景描述,
因为她的描述使我也想到巴黎去游玩...

这本书里的爱情,
是我非笔墨所能形容的...
看来,
只有读的人,
才会体会到..

在我眼里,
宋诺昕这个作者,
真的很不简单..
她给我的感觉很特别...

要写出像她所写的这本书,
我总觉得,
她很想真的去过了很多不同的地方,
拥有了很多不同的体验..

我在想,
自己,
何时才能拥有像她那么好的文笔呢?
好羡慕她~
但我知道光是羡慕是没有用的...
只有努力才会成功...

总而言之,
这是一本,
非常好读的佳作..
它会使你无法忘怀,
使你感觉置身于内,
使你感动...

这是作者的个人部落格~
http://blog.sina.com.cn/fallenangel4

有机会的话,
记得买来读吧! ^^
别忘了,
是"一个巴黎两个爱",
作者是"宋诺昕" ♥

29o1o9

2009-01-29T00:16:00.006+08:00

天啊,

时间也过得太快了吧?

最近我读了很多很多书, [都是从中国买回来的那些书]

都是很好的书,

让我久久无法忘怀那份感动...

明天, 我就介绍那本书好不好? ♥

不过,

什么才叫做好书呢?

对我而言,

一本好书,

会让你仿佛置身于那一个场景里头,

而自己就好像故事的主人翁,

感受着这作者所想表达的...

那本书,

会令你回味无穷,

令你百读不厌等等..

又或者,

尽管你在读了很多书后,

你还是会念念不忘那本书所给你的感觉和感受...

不仅如此,

它可能会让你想哭,

心痛,

但这样才叫好书,

不是吗?

真所谓,

佳作难求,

真不知道,

下一本,

能过感动我的书,

是哪一本呢?

好啦好啦,

我这里有一些零零散散的文句,

有的是我的原创,

有的是我的改编,

有的是我在读书的过程中所喜爱的文句,

现在就让你们猜猜,

那一些是我的原创, 那一些是我的改编, 又有那一些两者都不是呢?

1. 很多事情需要下决心, 要做就去做了, 一千个理由阻拦你, 你也会做;
没决心, 就算有一千个理由叫你做, 你也是不会做;
不要拿借口当自己的保护伞...

2. 其实可以没有黑夜的, 只要遭到属于你的那一颗星...
我愿意做你的那一颗星..
以后, 你的世界里不会再有黑夜了...

3. 爱情它喜欢什么时候来就来, 想要什么时候离开就走;
它没有预告，也没有重播...
也因为这样, 太多太多的人, 总在错过以后, 才知道爱情曾经来过...

4. 做我的终点站好吗? 因为直只要有你在, 我就不会迷路, 尤其是我的心..

5. 当我疯狂的想你时, 想着你时, 你在哪里? 在哪里?
当我真的真的需要你时, 你又在哪里?
你...
为什么只能出现在我的回忆里,
而不是让我靠在你的怀里呢?

6. 有时候, 想念是因为得不到..
有时候, 失去后才明白什么叫珍惜...
所以拥有未必是一种幸福...
尤其当拥有的太理所当然的时候,
便是一种失去...

7. 幸福, 不一定要拥有, 但拥有的时候一定要幸福...

8. 你只要知道, 你看到多少个未接来电就代表我有多担心就好了...

9. 我喜欢数学在爱情里的专一和浪漫, 因为一加一的答案永远是二...
但是我不得不承认, 我更害怕数学在爱情里的不规则, 因为在爱情里, 数学还有另外一个观点, 那就是二减一, 不再是等于一, 而是零...

10. 这个世界上没有如果, 只有结果

11. i miss you a little, a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day ...

12. 我不喜欢让太多人知道我最喜欢的事物是什么, 因为那时我最大的弱点, 一个太容易被人用来威胁我和利用我的工具..
就因为这样, 有的人认为我是神秘的, 自闭的..
但是他们并不知道, 那是我保护我最心爱的东西的方式..

13. 你知道吗? 我以前都不喜欢拍照, 是因为我认为自己长得不好看不上镜..
但是现在不一样了..
现在的我虽然还是不上镜, 但是我拍照是为了留下我活过的证明, 不管我是开心, 难过, 这些都是我活过的证据...
这样一来, 当我真的不在这世上了, 这些照片就可以证明我这生是确确实实的活过, 而不是白白的度过的...

14. 美丽的东西总是带一点遗憾的, 才会叫人思念, 不是吗?

15. Smiling doesn't mean that i'm happy.
Laughing doesn't mean i don't cry.
Walking away doesn't mean that i don't want to love...

16. 人总要站在死亡的边缘, 才会了解生存的意义, 不是吗?

好的! 慢慢猜吧!

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告诉你答案就是了 ._.

这些是我改编过的句子...

9. 我喜欢数学在爱情里的专一和浪漫, 因为一加一的答案永远是二...
但是我不得不承认, 我更害怕数学在爱情里的不规则, 因为在爱情里, 数学还有另外一个观点, 那就是二减一, 不再是等于一, 而是零...

P.S. 不好意思, 只有一个 ._.

这些则是我的原创...

4. 做我的终点站好吗? 因为直只要有你在, 我就不会迷路, 尤其是我的心..

5. 当我疯狂的想你时, 想着你时, 你在哪里? 在哪里?
当我真的真的需要你时, 你又在哪里?
你...
为什么只能出现在我的回忆里,
而不是让我靠在你的怀里呢?

12. 我不喜欢让太多人知道我最喜欢的事物是什么, 因为那时我最大的弱点, 一个太容易被人用来威胁我和利用我的工具..
就因为这样, 有的人认为我是神秘的, 自闭的..
但是他们并不知道, 那是我保护我最心爱的东西的方式..

13. 你知道吗? 我以前都不喜欢拍照, 是因为我认为自己长得不好看不上镜..
但是现在不一样了..
现在的我虽然还是不上镜, 但是我拍照是为了留下我活过的证明, 不管我是开心, 难过, 这些都是我活过的证据...
这样一来, 当我真的不在这世上了, 这些照片就可以证明我这生是确确实实的活过, 而不是白白的度过的...

这些都是我在不同小说里所读到的句子,
一些我很喜欢的句子..
由或者是我认为很有意义的句子...

1. 很多事情需要下决心, 要做就去做了, 一千个理由阻拦你, 你也会做;
没决心, 就算有一千个理由叫你做, 你也是不会做;
不要拿借口当自己的保护伞...

2. 其实可以没有黑夜的, 只要遭到属于你的那一颗星...
我愿意做你的那一颗星..
以后, 你的世界里不会再有黑夜了...

3. 爱情它喜欢什么时候来就来, 想要什么时候离开就走;
它没有预告，也没有重播...
也因为这样, 太多太多的人, 总在错过以后, 才知道爱情曾经来过...

6. 有时候, 想念是因为得不到..
有时候, 失去后才明白什么叫珍惜...
所以拥有未必是一种幸福...
尤其当拥有的太理所当然的时候,
便是一种失去...

7. 幸福, 不一定要拥有, 但拥有的时候一定要幸福...

8. 你只要知道, 你看到多少个未接来电就代表我有多担心就好了...

10. 这个世界上没有如果, 只有结果

11. i miss you a little, a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day ...

14. 美丽的东西总是带一点遗憾的, 才会叫人思念, 不是吗?

15. Smiling doesn't mean that i'm happy.
Laughing doesn't mean i don't cry.
Walking away doesn't mean that i don't want to love...

16. 人总要站在死亡的边缘, 才会了解生存的意义, 不是吗?

沉溺在书中的感觉..
真是好 ♥

文学, 真得很美 ...

28o1o9

2009-01-28T21:04:00.004+08:00

一年前的今天，

我不会忘记，

永远不会。

上天的安排，

注定了你的离去。

我一直都知道，

在天堂的你一直都在祝福着我，

不是吗？

谢谢你，

我爱你。

今天，

Janice 移民了，

到了遥远的UK去了，

但不一样的是，

她还会再回来，

所以我们都会等待 ♥

其实，

一年前还有多一个人的离去，

但那已经不重要了，

因为，

那是过去式了。

27o1o9

2009-01-27T23:51:00.006+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :DDD

lalala . have been visiting house to bai nian for the past 2 days .

1st word, BORING .
2nd word, TIRING .

LOL .

actually not that bad lah,
my aunt they keep praising me pretty LOL .
and sexy, good figure also? LOL ._.
maybe i looked damn different from the past? LOL .

erm, and..
i bao the FIRST ANG BAO OF MY LIFE :D
with the pay of MY FIRST JOB OF MY LIFE :D
for my ah gong ♥
as long as he's happy and healthy can le :D

erm, he bought a watch for me,
although i don wear ...
but i'm really happy with that,
because the meaning behind the watch,
is far far far too meaningful...

and my ah gong gave me 16 packets of tic-tac,
and i almost fainted .

all my aunt dotes on me a lot a lot,
keep praising me etc,
but sometime i really wonder if i am really as good as what they say ...

they asked for my result,
and L1R5 of 11 seemed really good enough for them,
but one of my aunt..
keep asking my another cousin for his result..
i know he din do well,
but when my aunt keep asking ...
i feel a bit pissed off with her,
even though my cousin had already told her 20 plus,
but she insisted on knowing the exact score ..

there was nothing to do,
but luckily i bought along a book :D

but end up i was gambling with my dad?
no lah, i din really gamble,
just help him see the card,
because he claimed i bought him luck ,
and he won about 50 plus,
and i DRAGGED HIM AWAY .

and told him this : “不恋赌的人，一定会赢”
if not win le sure lose later de lor .

也许知足，就是幸福 ♥

there are some people that i dunno what to chat with them,
because i am so not in their world?
idk?
but luckily most of my my cousins DOTES ON ME SUPER LOADS HAHA :D
P.S. MOST OF MY COUSINS ARE OLDER DEN ME :X

let's have some photos to BRIGHTEN UP THE POST LOL .

a very pretty BOOK INDEED? :D

i saw this CUTE PIG, WITH COW SKIN LOL?

erm, 3 months old baby, DAVION, also called 正良.
MAN, HE MAKE ME FEEL SO OLD, because ..... by the time he is my age, i will be like ... 30 PLUS? NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

okay okay, i post up real soon okayy? :D

25o1o9

2009-01-25T14:29:00.002+08:00

赤壁之旅，12部都上映了！
谢谢大家的支持 :D

以下是为了您的方便而做的连接：

♥ 赤壁演员名单与介绍

♥ 赤壁第一部上映日期 : 2o12o8
♥ 赤壁第二部上映日期 : 2112o8
♥ 赤壁第三部上映日期 : 2212o8
♥ 赤壁第四部上映日期 : 2312o8
♥ 赤壁第五部上映日期 : 2412o8
♥ 赤壁第六部上映日期 : 2512o8
♥ 赤壁第七部上映日期 : 2612o8
♥ 赤壁第八部上映日期 : 2712o8
♥ 赤壁第九部上映日期 : 2812o8
♥ 赤壁第十部上映日期 : 2912o8
♥ 赤壁第十一部上映日期 : 3o12o8
♥ 赤壁第十二部上映日期 : 3112o8

♥赤壁之感想篇

深厚的友谊, 因为这次的相遇,
为天空添上了另一道新的彩虹。
２２个人的旅程，
并没有因为这次的路程而结束了。
因为，有了第一次的旅程所带来的相遇，
后来，大家都靠自己，
创造了更多新的旅程，
并留下了永不消失的彩虹 ♥　

25o1o9

2009-01-25T08:02:00.001+08:00

我是来发泄的。

我不爽的，都要在新年前发泄完，明天或许可以开心点。

不爽一

我做的每一件事，
不是为了要得到你的认可，
才做的...

在你眼里，
我做的每一件事，
都是错的...

所以，
我干脆什么，
都不做...

你只懂得嘲笑我，
好像自己比我好似的，
不好意思，
你并没有...

好到哪里去。

不爽二

有人说我 F-L-I-R-T,
是吗？

我真的，
有吗？

如果你真的认为我有的话，
你给我听好。

或许，
是你个错觉吧？

我可能喜欢很多人，
但是我只爱过一个人。

如果，
你的华文不好，
又或者你太幼稚，
不明白“喜欢”，
不仅可以使用在男女之间的关系，
而它也可以使用在朋友之间，
你是时候，
好好学习了。

不爽三

不要因为，
只看过开心的我，
就判断，
我不会难过...

那样，
我会很累...

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

致亲爱的熊，
或许你的愿望，
我无法达成。

我没有灵感，
因为我的伤痛，
早已被遗忘了..

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

我不想做会令我后悔的事。

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

我最讨厌会随着之间而流失的东西。

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

这很像是我看见 Janice 的 MSN sub- nick 后的启发
她很像说什么，“你会把你喜欢的人，推向别人吗？”

我就不知不觉地写出了那么一段...

我把你推向别人，
是我害羞的掩饰。
因为我怕你知道，
我喜欢你的事实。

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

谢谢你们对我的关心，
使我变得如此幸福。

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

不得不承认，
我偶尔觉得自己并不是个好人。

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

成熟的代价，
一定要是痛苦吗？

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

失去后的珍惜，
只有遗憾。

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

付出真心就会得到回报？
我不知道，
这句话，
还是真的吗？

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

我要过的人生，
是怎样的呢？
我想要的，
又究竟是什么？

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

不要告诉我永远，
因为他根本就不存在。

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

我似乎，
是一个不懂得争取幸福的女孩，
所以，
幸福，才会如此遥远？

以下的一切，跟以上无关。

新年快乐

24o1o9

2009-01-24T23:39:00.012+08:00

gawr,
i am really addicted to reading novels .

maybe, someday i blog about those book which i finish reading :D

anyway, kaling saw me today after shopping .
well, i don noe how she recognized me,
and she said is because i am wearing class tee LOL .
she IS AS CUTE IN REAL PERSON :D
and when she waved at me,
i was really stunned,
because i dunno who is she LOL :x
until she tell me,
that time at plaza sing with kwai ga,
i talked to her,
den i realised it's her .
if not, i will be like,
DO I KNOW YOU? LOL .

now,
a super random post,
with all those photos which i am yet to upload .

the day which we took our O's result - 12 jan 2oo9

after taking the result, we [janice, kwai and i] are on our way to somewhere, trying to surprise/comfort someone .

i know i looked PISS-ED OFF, but seriously I AM OKAYY .
i never tried calling someone for 30 times, and no one pick the call?
zZz . so i did something damn rude, kap someone's call LOL .
but i am KIND ENOUGH TO SAY SORRY THE NEXT DAY .
LOL, kwai and janice say my 杀气　damn strong LOL .

next, first time to janice house - 16 jan 2oo9

WHO'S EYE IS THIS?

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it's KWAIGA'S LOL .

upcoming, seoul garden lunch, seven 4e-o8-ians gathering ._.
only thai yen, valerie, jocelyn, janice, chee keong, floris and i was present LOL .

credits : floris

you are so going to have diarrhoea if you ever eat this, because we dump all the unfinished food, INSIDE . chee keong said that we are IMATURED , but well , he is ALSO IMATURED when he dumped food in himself . LOL . but we are just being kind because the waitress don need clear up anymore LOL .

doing something LAME LOL . i was imitating the postcard guy .
credits : FLORIS

last but not least, today shopping - 24o1o9

in the fitting room~

P.S. sorry if i look ugly, BECAUSE NO MAKE UP OR ANYTHING . that's what happens
when i go shop for clothes . i will wear that kind of outfit which is easy to take off, and i don tie my messy hair, no accessories, no make up etc .

GOOD NIGHT :D

23o1o9

2009-01-23T23:13:00.005+08:00

sorry ah,
blogged too much about my 赤壁　team,
so missed out a lot of my personal life LOL .

erm so,
this post,
it's still for my 赤壁 team de,
LOL .
first gathering after we are back to singapore,
celebrating JOY'S BIRTHDAY .

very few pictures only, no worries LOL .

JOY'S BIRTHDAY CARD :D

AT FISH MARKET , we had our DINNER :D

the row opposite of us :D

joy wanted me to take a pic of her, but kana block by the BALLOON LOL .

on our way BACK, everyone is SUPER TIRED, so almost all were sleeping .
den kwai ga was sleeping on my shoulder,
BUT SAD TO SAY,
i am not a guy,
so i don have broad shoulder !
see my mini size you should noe le okayys .
so, i used my hand to support kwai ga head,
LOL.
and i din sleep at all :x
but no worries,
i'm not tired .

okays, den ..
back to home,
home sweet home~

end of post :D

22o1o9

2009-01-22T15:06:00.004+08:00

i'm addicted to this song ! :D

梁静茹，会呼吸的痛！

会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

21o1o9

2009-01-21T16:49:00.005+08:00

生命，究竟有多脆弱？

我的生命，又究竟拥有多少的价值？

我不敢面对的事实，

太多了。

我最讨厌的地方，

是医院。

在那里，我仿佛只能看见黑暗。

就是那个地方，

带走了我的快乐，幸福。

好残忍的一个地方。

我不喜欢去那里，

因为我害怕失去什么，

我更害怕失去现在的我。

我害怕，

因为去了那里过后，

要面对的是更多我害怕的事实。

谁能带我走？

带我离开那个漆黑的角落？

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也许，

我只能祈祷的是，

上天对我好一点，

不要带走我的幸福。

2oo1o9

2009-01-20T15:56:00.003+08:00

深情密码

这张爱情解码是在1000年前；一对非常恩爱的情侣所留下的幸运恋爱数字：

♥5230==我爱上你
♥1372==一厢情愿
♥5380==我想抱你
♥7320==今生爱你
♥1573==一往情深
♥8070==抱你亲你
♥1314==一生一世
♥1240==最爱是你
♥3456== 相思无用
♥5360==我想念你
♥2014==爱你一世
♥521==我愿意
♥240==爱死你
♥537==我生气
♥360==想念你
♥520==我爱你
♥380==想抱你
♥370==想亲你
♥73749420==今生今世就是爱你

LOL . eh, this particular day, i suddenly thought of someone whom i dunno who she is , except that her name is kaling .

erm, she got a UBER CUTE VOICE . why do i know that?

one fine day, i went out with kwai ga and kaling called kwai or vice versa lah .
den kwai pass the phone to me .
den i like HI?
LOL . and i started chatting with her .
she said 2 things that left me laughing .
1. you have a very cute voice . [her voice is even cuter can!]
2. eh, you are the one that Mdm Yong always mention! [erm .. LOL?]

okay, randomness ends now .

19o1o9

2009-01-19T20:10:00.004+08:00

wakao! time flies man D:

school starting soon? NOOOOOOO .

everything is so like yesterday can ._.

erm, when i was tidying up my room today, a piece of paper drop out from nowhere ...

it's something which i wrote last time..

承诺

记得牵着我的那双手
说过要和我长长久久
我还记得你给的承诺
但如今你已不再爱我

今天的你不再属于我
你给的承诺早已落空
就像石头沉入大海中
留下我独自望着星空

现在的我终于明白
长长久久已不存在
我不会惦记着你的爱
只会把你的承诺放开

现在的我终于看开
也学会了如何释怀
我会笑着慢慢的走开
让着回忆也随着离开

okayys, enough of this emo stuffs .

but anyway, i wanna to say THANKYOU to my lovely bear, for comforting me okayys?

19o1o9

2009-01-19T17:46:00.000+08:00

这是为赤壁所写的感想篇，赤壁万岁！
赤壁　o8 - 吴婉欣

首先，我要衷心的感谢Helen和Andrew所给予的照顾和关爱！Helen和Andrew就宛如这个大家庭里的妈妈和爸爸，而团里头的20学生，就像是孩子一般。因为有他们无微不至的照顾，我们这些孩子们才能安然无事的归来，并安安心心的学习与玩耍！我们这些孩子，有时候是顽皮了点，但是“爸妈”每一次都会在给我们教训后，就原谅了我们，就有如人们常说的　“父子没有隔夜仇”。Helen和Andrew就是这样，把我们当作自己的儿女们看待，照顾，使我们能在不熟悉的环境力求存。

再来，我在这次的旅程中，可真的是大开眼见！我亲眼目睹了中国的首都，北京，是如此的繁华和美丽！万里长城的壮观更是让我目不暇接。这一切的所见所闻就像是走进历史，而历史就在自己的眼前一页一页的翻开，而这些历史的古迹令我感觉自己仿佛置身于古时代似的！

后来，到了南京，学习之旅也正式开始了！虽然大家都在忙碌中度过，但是大家都学习的很开心！
更值得一提的是我们在南京一中的老师们，因为他们真的是博学多才，知识渊博，令我叹为观止，敬佩不已！我从他们身上所学到的，是无法在三言两语之内所能表达出来的。那是因为他们不仅仅教会我们很多的知识，而是做人的道理。同时，我也从很多老师身上体会到了内涵的美，因为那是我最向往的目标－就是要当一个有内涵的人。我们在南京里的八天里，虽然我发现南京没有北京那样的繁华，但我却从中体会到另一种更加接近大自然的美，可说是令我感到心旷神怡！因此，我也学会了如此去欣赏这万物的自然美。这点令我在南京的日子里，显得格外的无忧无虑！

这次的学习之旅并没有停在这里，那是因为大家去的时候，可能是一无所有的，但是回到新加坡时，我知道大家都是满载而归的！我带回来新加坡的不是无法取代的友情，而是知识和见闻！这三样东西对我而言必定是无价之宝，所以这次的学习之旅，是我度过了最有意义的寒假！

18o1o9

2009-01-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

赤壁第十二部

上映日期： 3112o8

last day of the year already?
everything is gonna to end?
no,
we won let that happen .

oh yes, early in the morning,
that alvin haven chill down,
and he continued to scold those ppl LOL .
his MOUTH IS REALLY EVIL .
ppl who dunno him won believe it,
and always get conned by his guai guai look LOL .

but not only him lah,
my dear, ALICE ,
is still angry too .
LOL, she plus violent de LMAO :x

okayys , den ..
we had our breakfast at MAC !

i ordered BIG BREAKFAST BUT,
i still prefer singapore's TASTE and FAVOURING ! x.x

did last min shopping at Confucius temple again, and i bought some more stuffs :D

den we went airport already ...

i forgot something and i dumped it at my luggage,
so i got to dig it out LOL .

okayys,
i was at the WINDOW SEAT :DDDDD YAY !
although my window seat kana blocked lahh, but ..
don care :D
xinying sat behind me, and qiqi was beside ME :D

YAY,
BACK TO SINGAPORE.
but our 赤壁 story don ends here .
because we all became SUPER CLOSE FRIEND :D
ROCK ON .
I LOVE YOU ALL ^^

P.S. AS I WAS TYPING THIS POST, THEY [ A MOVIE ] SINGING THE SONG MO LI HUA LOL .

赤壁之未来
敬请期待

18o1o9

2009-01-18T20:24:00.001+08:00

pissed as i was, read the following .

today, i went to the GIANT at choa chu kang to buy something on behalf of my mother, and i went to the cashier to pay up at around 6pm .

there is this cashier, who is middle aged, named Wong Jxxx Fxxx (as found in the receipt).

there is this indian lady paying up, and another guy waiting for her . i was right behind the lady .

when the lady is paying up, she noticed that the net receipt from the previous customer wasn't tear out, so she asked the cashier, "why didn't you tear out the previous customer nets receipt?"

the cashier replied in a very rude manner, " are you a cashier? "

the indian lady smiled and said, " no, i'm just reminding you"

after that, the indian lady paid up and she was preparing to leave, but the cashier mumbled to herself, "none of your business" . as i was right infront of her, i heard every single word she said .

the indian lady and the guy was pretty angry, and they left after staring at the cashier .

However, the cashier continued and said this, "you are not even my boss, my boss is the one who pay me, not you. My boss also never say anything, what right do you have to say me?"

._. these people attitude simply SHRUCKS .

17o1o9

2009-01-17T20:24:00.004+08:00

在天国的你，过得还好吗？

你是否已经变成了天使，在守护着我呢？

有的话，我一直不知道该怎么说，但是我想，我知道该怎么表达自己了...

对不起，真得很对不起...

从我知道那件事的那一刻起，我就知道你随时会离开我，

于是，我不敢给你很多的爱，更不敢陪在你身边...

我一直都认为, 只要不爱你, 那么当你离开我的时候,

应该就不会那么心痛了吧...

我是一直这样认为的, 一直这样认为的...

所以才一直的逃避, 不敢面对你...

可是, 我错了...

我真的真的错了...

或许, 如果我没有逃避, 我的心, 或许不会像现在一样的痛...

就因为我少了那勇气, 我得到的, 是加倍的心痛...

因为我亏欠了你, 我亏欠了你那么多的爱...

现在, 我根本就没有机会再爱你了...

所以, 真得很对不起..

希望在天堂的你, 可以原谅我不够珍惜你...

17o1o9

2009-01-17T17:28:00.019+08:00

赤壁第十一部

上映日期： 3o12o8

exammmmmmmm?
omg it's so FAST :3
i anyhow took the exam , you bet ._.
sorry ah, i finished O's already,
so others I DON CARE :P

start the day off with camwhore? ._.

obviously, everyone passed the exam lahh ,
including daddy and mummy LOL! :D

erm actually we took pictures with the teachers after that, BUT I CANNNOT FIND THE PICTURE ANYWHERE?
so wait till i find it den i upload bahhh D:

anyway, the teachers damn like us LOL .
they keep praising us being smart and easy to TEACH .
YAY . SINGAPORE ROCK ON ! :D

went for the LAST LUNCH .
at this school .
LOL .

i ate this, BUT THIS IS NOT GREEN APPLE! it's crispy and SWEET ! :D

this thing taste nice, BUT AFTER EATING FOR SO MANY DAYS, i got sick of it ._.

the canteen .

the tai - tai LOL . it's janice sunglass :D

den we went to another SCHOOL , at the country side .
met a lot of poor people and pity people there .
haish ...

the lesson about chinese opera was BORING .
i almost fell asleep !
zZz .

we were invited to perform ..
and the yunnan people also .
and i video-ed it HAHA .
to lessen my boredom .
but the quality is not good,
because my handphone camera is only 2 megapixels ._.
so don expect too much , but the audio part is okay :D

den after that, we went to the 长江~

xinying, why that look ._.

okayys, everything is gonna to end soon .
sadden,
but i still love you guys :D

at night, our farewell dinner?
but yet,
it's with some other ppl that hate us?
LOL .

erm ..
well ..

but to them, it's a chance to rehearsal?
i dunno , but who cares .

xinying and i reached super early HAHA :D

almost empty :D

too bored till i started camwhoring again .

till i falling asleep LOL .

my hunk is HERE .

qiqi :D

my love :D

the hosts :D

my another LOVＥ　:D

WANTING !!! :D

janice :D , best picture of the day man LOL .

Alvin :D

MEIXUAN :DD

SITING :D

XINHUI :DDD

a group of BITCH? LOL .

*laughs!* i never seen someone with SUCH A RED EAR OKAY, except for RABBIT .
well, now you know something, when alvin is shy, his ears are ..... HAHAHA :x

方老师　:D

we performed the MAMBO NUMBER 5 DANCE and we sang the song HOME for our performance .

anyway, paiseh-ed, i think i forgot a bit of the dance at the later part x.x!!!!
sorry ah .
den hor , the dunno what country people, keep kp us .
because we are separated into 2 tables, so the people behind our table is the ..
yuenan, who is SUPER NICE TO US . [they even cried when they left!! x.x]
but as for the other suay table, behind was the erm .. enemy from some dunno whatever country LOL .

they keep interrupting us when we were performing ...
no respect .
well, although i can't rmb what country they are from,
but i know that they are 'xin xiong xia zai' de people,
with NO CULTURE, NO RESPECT.. cocky people uh .

but who cares, we are DAMN HIGH and we danced for fang lao shi [who is an english teacher *stunned*] again :D

LALALA .

after that just i like i mentioned previously,
HE PROMISE TO VISIT US :D
will that come true?

LOL .
we went to fu zhi miao, for the second last time .
this place holds many many memories ..
and i read from the newspaper,
this place is reconstructing,
to rebuild all the historical features .
:DD

den i went for last min shopping, for DVD, BAG [which costed RMB 120, but mummy help me slash till RMB 40! meaning, LESS THAN SGD 10 !]
after that we went back to the HOTEL TO HAVE AN "OVERNIGHT PARTY"?
before that , lalala~
my photo LOL .

i'm happy with you all, really .

after shopping we met adeline they all on the way, and also WILLIAM they all ! :D

so we walked with adeline they all...
and ...
we are the LAST TO REACH .
but apparently,
mummy is in a SUPER GOOD MOOD NOT TO SCOLD US LOL :D

erm, den we went back hotel and gathered at MUMMY ROOM .
although NOT ALL PEOPLE ARE THERE ,
because some people are too tired and they fell asleep :x
but some people are playing MAHJONG !~

HAHAHAHHA .
den erm some playing POKER CARD .

and as a GOOD GIRL,
i don GAMBLE .
so..
I READ BOOK,
KORIZORA ! :DD

i sat at mummy bed ,
den before sleeping,
she said something funny,
"i don like to sleep alone,
come and accompany me to sleep,
let's have our first night tgt ."

den i was like STUNNED .
continue reading book .
LOL .

around 1 plus
den i pei alice go back her room,
den i go back mummy room again .

den until 3 plus,
amelia POP-ed OUT after sleeping,
so she is being SUPER AWAKE .

LOL .

but by that time,
a lot people sleep le .
and GUAN YEOW IS REALLY SNORING LIKE ......
DAMN SCARY I SWEAR .
KAO, it's so loud and LOL?

SO I REALLY PEI FU YANGQI AND ALVIN, ESP YANGQI,
who had been roomate with him for THE PAST 11 DAYS .
LOL .

den they told us,
that's why they have to fall asleep before GUAN YEOW DOES .
and well..
as for the others scandal part of them sharing the bed,
it shall not be post up to pollute my blog?
LOL .

den abt 4 plus, i on my way to coma ,
but because amelia they all still talking,
i'm still conscious of what's happening .

MUMMY SLEPT LONG AGO .

so i lay down on a chair to sleep .

den dunno why, i moved on to mahjong table to sleep ..

den i think for not even 45 mins,
"BOMB"
a DUMB SOUND WOKE ME UP .
I STARED AT THAT RETARDED THAT WOKE ME UP .
i think he suddenly got "NIGHTMARE" and woke up from the dressing table,
and of course,
CLUMSLY,
he knocked onto something [hairdryer i think?]
the retarded refers to alvin ng here .

zZz, i hate people waking me up .

den he tried to wake yangqi up for the room key ,
*laughs*

den yangqi woke up le, but he can't find his handphone .
den it's actually amelia who took it .____.
it's in the toliet .
FAINT .

i took the room key,
because i know where xinying place it,
but she is really in her lalala land,
so i went back to my room to sleep .

den i dunno how she got into the room,
maybe she got back in the morning and i opened the door for her?
I CAN'T RMB THAT PART AT ALL.
all i know is that,
i was deep asleep in my bed .
LOL .

so yeahhs, the day end here,
and i slept for like a few hours,
not even 3 hours,
and the next sunrise is already here ..

赤壁第十二部
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16o1o9

2009-01-16T22:00:00.017+08:00

okayys, before i forget, let me blog about my friend of the day :D

tata! ~ let's welcome my ah boy! LOL .

psps, it's mards .

LOL . i dunno what to say about him leis .

just feel that he is super random , but yet super cute and fun LOL .

best thing about him , not really that tall till i have to raise my head up to talk to him .
11 more cm than me .

worst thing about him, only 4 more kg than me ._. LOL !

he CLAIMED that he look friendly, kind and warmth, but some thought he was PK in the PC BUNK :x but seriously, that person who kp-ed us, is the real ccb LOL .

when he met me, he was late for 3 minutes, and he got punished by me! *laughs*

he say is because he damn kind, help to donate . *laughs even more*

he said that he is camera shy , but i dunno why i chose to believe him LOL .

he is superrrrr close to his cousin, and he say that he will introduce me to his cousin one day :D

he told me, i was the first online friend he met, so YAY-NESS to me , damn honoured . but he's of course not the first online friend i met ._.

he scare that it will be weird to meet me out, but it's his idea to meet me out at the first place ._." but LUCKILY , both of us clicked like nobody business . LOL .

i realised, both of us are similar in a certain way, because both can't tahan horror movie etc . LOL .

i got a damn funny convo with him last time, which make me laugh like ..

erm to look at the convo, click HERE !

okayys, anyway, ah boy! THANKS :D you are a GREAT FRIEND :D

16o1o9

2009-01-16T17:04:00.004+08:00

赤壁第十部

上映日期： 2912o8

lalala . lalala .
LOL .
eh damn ps leis ,
i din really take photos for this day,
maybe because it's lesson time all the while?

2 pathetic photos? LOL .
but erm,
i remembered something that happen,
but forgot which day does it falls on .

one fine day, i wanna go toilet,
and kwai ga also wanna to go with me ...
so ..
i went to look for her .
who noes,
she is bickering with alvin LOL .

den Alvin cursed her that she will fall down,
on banana skin or whatsoever .
so kwai ga was saying,
NO SHE IS NOT GOING TO FALL DOWN .
so we went toilet together,
and she hold me till damn tight can LOL .
but ...

she still fall down ._______.
on the wet stairs .________.

LOL, den kwai ga went back to scold alvin,
damn "wu ya zui" .
and alvin laughed like ..
LOOOL .
den , kwai ga cursed alvin that,
he will also fall down,
but a girl will come and catch him in time and give him a KISS .
she is referring to the Vietnam girl who like him HAHAH :x

so sad that it didn't happen, if not i gonna to laugh till i die man . LOL .
KWAI GA VS AlVIN
ALVIN WON .
LMAO .

okay, we went to shop at AQUA CITY AGAIN,
and i bought a damn big bag, and xinying helped me to chose .
it's half price mahh , damn nice , purple and brown in colour !
thanks xinying ! :D it costed around SGD 40 lah, but worth it :D

i also bought a very nice notebook, pouch, and a new handphone skin HAHA :D

guan yeow liked this cartoon a lot LOL .

i pei xinying buy de. it's for andrew and helen ! :D so sweet of her ^^

what a pathetic post LOL .

赤壁第十一部
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15o1o9

2009-01-15T16:11:00.000+08:00

赤壁第九部

上映日期： 2812o8

erm, 4 more days?
boring sunday?

went to all the whatsoever museum,
and the historical museum - WHICH I HATE TO THE CORE .
because..
i don like to see bloodshed .
it sucks .

we went to a museum with all the jade,
and it is super boring .
so taking photos was all we could do .

okays, for the historical museum, i did not took any picture and i don think it's allowed .
but anyway, even it's allowed, i won take any photos from there .
i don wanna to have nightmare .
but i rather remember the lesson i learn that ,
that is,
can be forgive, but cannot be forget .
you can forgive one's mistake,
but you can't forget one's mistake.
if you forget one's mistake,
the mistake will repeat again,
because you did not learn your lesson .

back to school for lesson .
sian-ed .
LOL .

my hat my hat LOL!

before photo taking session,
they were camwhoring with my camera .
and that yangqi was super funny ,
because they don allow us to wear the han ban jumper ,
so too bad, need to take off,
den yangqi was in a pink T-shirt,
and GREY LONG JOHN LOL .
den guan yeow EVEN BETTER .
he wore an AUNT-LIKE-SHIRT .
everyone laughed like .. LOL .

den after that at night,
we went to watch their school band performance .
it's nice , but some people still sleep can .

the most exaggerating is guan yeow can .
he was leaning on alvin's shoulder .
den dunno yangqi or alvin,
took a photo of him,
USING FLASH,
but he still can sleep .
OH WHAT RUBBISH .
LOL .

self entertaining time .
in dark,
no flash allowed .

we are back to the hotel, with the best toilet there , and ..
:D

赤壁第十部
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14o1o9

2009-01-14T14:49:00.002+08:00

赤壁第八部

上映日期： 2712o8

woohoo .
episode 8 le .
damn fast uh .
LOL .

some people are missing home,
but i dunno why i don .
LOL .
i think maybe ,
it's because i enjoy the carefree life here .
it's not like singapore,
i don feel the stress .
i don feel the trouble .
i don need to care .
even if you do paiseh thing,
also don need scare LOL .
it's just a feeling i like .
perharp,
this break is what i really needed and wanted .

but i still miss singapore,
TOILET and AIR LOL .
because the toilet are DIRTY AND DOORLESS.
because the air are polluted because if the SMOKERS .

early in the morning , we boarded the bus to go to another SCHOOL :D

why are they looking at that direction? kwai ga there? LOL ;x

that's what they have on their board LOL .

everyone looked sian-ed

we separated into 2 classes, and i got into this class . and i realised that their chair got name de ! LOL .

walao, their lesson make me sian till buay ta han lahhhh .
sian-ed LOL .
andrew papa was playing with the heat pack .
peiyen and i was like staring blank and yawning LOL .

got what , chemistry lesson, chinese lesson , ENGLISH LESSON .
LOL, the other class was telling me ,
they very nervous to teach us english ,
because we are much more PRO-ER LMAO .

our english lesson . LOL . i was too bored, so i took photos lor . LOL .

meixuan !

what you doing LOL?

xinying ! :D

guanyeow LOL :D

frozen lake? :x

den den den . we went to a junior collage level class .
WAKAO, that class super fun and FUNNY .
damn singapore style .
noisy like ..
LOL .

you noe hor, we all look like ailen no matter where we go .
because we are dumpling , wearing so much .
unlike them,
who had gotten so used to the cold weather .

i tell you, I SUPER LIKE THIS DAMN FUN CLASS .
LOL .

see, their board are so nicely DECORATED ! OMGG LOL :D

incompleted cow LOL .

i tell you, they are unlike us,
because they took the initative to decorate their board during lessons intervals !

LOL .
oh yes,
when we first entered the class for seat,
a damn CRAZY GUY ran to us .

he was really CRAZY .
and shouting dunno what .
and his friends are like,
DON FLIRT LAHH .
den keep dragging him away from us .
LOL .
den better still,
they lock him outside of the classroom,
in the balcony LOL .
and then ,
i can't rmb wth he said,
except,
I AM THE CHAIRPERSON .
LOL?

the art piece, the cow , was drawn by the guy in BLACK .
LOL .
guanyeow say he's handsome .
okay lah , he can be considered ?
LOL .
den the funny thing is,
we had biology lesson and physic lesson with them .

den the BIOLOGY teacher was teaching about cancer,
say what,
to prevent cancer,
DON SMOKE !
den dunno what the guy in black did ,
guanyeow suddenly tell me,
aiya they sure smoke liao .
so sad .

LMAO?

den the biology teacher keep asking us questions, and they tried to dump the question to me, because i'm the only person who study biology and had finished my O's LOL?

guan yeow dumb hand .

meixuan :D

attentive STUDENTS :D

NOT attentive student ! LOOK AT THE PSP IN HIS HANDS D: luckily it's andrew papa with us, if it's helen mummy , HOHOHO . LOL , good luck to you LOL .

we "polluted" their board LOL . artpiece by XINYING AND ME :D

the guy in black name LOL .

his completed COW !

LOL . walao, they too fun,
till we don feel like leaving their class ! LOL .
aiya forgot to ask for their msn ! *LAUGHS*
joking lah ._.
LOL .

den we moved to the next class .
we almost fell asleep .
what chinese poem man .
YAWNS .
the teacher teaching,
is definitely another good friend of MDM YONG .
LOL .
den we lazy to copy down,
so all of us, was like taking photos of the slide LOL .

the other half of our class are much more luckier ! they played soccer LOL . but i heard some people got sick after that, because chiong-ed too much LOL .

den at night, we went shopping for BOOOOOOOOOKS!
at their orchard road lahh .
LOL .

eh i tell you hor, the teacher keep lying to us leis . he say the place very near only, and we walked for at least HALF AN HOUR . PLEASE, YOU CALL THAT NEAR? i was singing all my way, because i was too bored . LOL . i wonder if he tell us that the place is far, are we supposed to walk for 2 hours? LOL .

but i was DAMN DAMN DAMN SAD .
the books i wanted are ..
OUT OF STOCK?
WHAT THEEEE?
den the person tell me come back few day later .
please, few day later,
i back to singapore le kayys .

but i think i quite smart to bring a book to ask them, where to find,
which saved me damn lot of time :D

and the books there are super super cheap .
around singapore 5 dollars each LOL .
but i only bought 7 BOOKS !
and i love THEM ! :D
how i wish that i can get them in SINGAPORE TOO .

PEIYEN BEST .
she bought like 20 books back to singapore ,
and her luggage was super over weight .
33 kg? ._.
LOL .
mines was 18 kg HAHAHA .
when i came it's 14kg or 16kg lah LOL .

and hor, they were crazy addias-ing after the bookshop .
and i dunno why my face is so red!
HOT? maybe ._.

i bought this hat for about SGD 10 :D at confucius temple .
LOL, anyhow bargain de . because xinying bought 1 too mah :D
erm . den hor i super like it ! LOL

and just nice after shopping it was raining,
but the hat shelter my way :x
athough can't wear in singapore ,
but i still LIKE IT :D

we took bus home? LOL . bus number 1 :D

that day, a lot of unhappy things happened .
damn unlucky day for some of us .

some people lost their things etc .
so we decided not to practise our performance that day .

we were told to rest early :D

while xinying is on the phone with her parents,
(unlike me who don even call back, and end up my parents called me on christmas LOL)
i took this picture :D

GOOD NIGHT :D

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13o1o9

2009-01-13T12:33:00.016+08:00

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tough day aheaddd ah .
LOL .
we took 11 bus all our way .
legs are breaking can .

and we got a super pest-ing tour guide or teacher , who keep kp us .
zZz.

erm at first we went to the 中山陵 de TOMB .
we climbed 392 steps ,
just to see the tomb .
but the good thing is that ,
it's much better and easier to climb den the great wall of china ! :D

the scenery super NICE .
and you noe why it there 392 steps?
BECAUSE THEY HAVE 392 万 of people in the past .
and this 中山陵 was a noble person who contributed a lot for the country .

photos :D

we moved on to a different destination, but a lot of us rather rest than climbing more stairs .
because we are SOO TIRED . LOL .
so we went in and came out in no time,
and the tour guide or whoever ask us to go in lor ,
but we DON WANT LOL .
so we were there hunting for FOOD LOL .

PURPLE CORN ? :D

you know hor,
this trip to china,
we almost took every single common transport AVAILABLE .

SCHOOL BUS
AEROPLANE
BUS
MRT
TOOT-TOOT TRAIN?
TAXI

only left motorcycle and bicycle LOL .

waseh, what a travelling day .

they allow drink in MRT ?

okayys, we went to another school via the MRT .
i tell you, because we were walking RIGHT infront .
and we saw this .

credits to xinying :D

they are like DAMN BIASED TOWARDS SINGAPORE LOL . they only addressed Singapore . den for the others, they merely addressed them as the other 5 countries . LOL .

simin, you noe when i saw this, i wanna to get this for you one, but the person say it's for his brother .. so 君子不夺人所爱 :D sorry min .

i tell YOU . THIS IS THE CUTEST GIRL I EVER SEEN . she come to talk to me leis . and she is only 11 years old . OMG OMG OMG . DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE . I LOVE HER LOL .

den.. i can't rmb what i did after that le . because no photos !
maybe shopping?
maybe maybe?
practising dance?
do homework?
LOL .
who cares .
LOL .
let's say goodbye for the day :D
if i rmb any interesting things,
i will post up again :D

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12o1o9 -O's result

2009-01-13T00:05:00.004+08:00

okayy, O's result are finally out .
it's time for decision .

for those who did well, congratulation :D
for those who din, don be disappointed, it's not the end yet :D

and oh yes, yuxuan was on the newspaper, lian he wan bao :x
it mentions that she did not give up, so none of us should, right?

okay, time to share my result, LOL .

i was pretty disappointed with both my additional mathematics and elementary mathematics, which i got A2 for them, but never mind :D
oh yes, miss leong, i shouldn't have slept in your class! HAHA :x

7 distinctions , but only 3 are A1, while the rest are A2 .
so raw score L1R5 = 11

plus CCA bonus point , L1R5 = 9

IF I REALLY APPLY FOR Chinese Language Elective Programme and have been selected, i will have 2 more bonus point, meaning ,

plus 2 extra bonus point, my L1R5 = 7

:D

my combined humanties was an A1, which is TOTALLY UNEXPECTED .
thanks mrs ram and ms yeo :D

but what's more unexpected is my CHEMISTRY . it used to be my lousiest science?
but i got an A1 for it .
THANKS MS KOHHHHH! :DDDDDDDDDD
what's more unbelievable is that our school only got 10 people getting A1 for chemistry, and i happened to be one of them?

thanks god for that . that A1 is badly needed .

i know i should be contented , although it's always hard for human to be contented , don you think so?

last but not least, people , MAKE WISE CHOICE :D

12o1o9

2009-01-12T21:56:00.010+08:00

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CHRISTMAS?
GRR, EMO DAY D:

THE DAY STARTED OFF REAL BAD .
BECAUSE ..

I kapped the MORNING CALL @ 6.30am - i thought i am bathing, so i set the morning call service to 6.3o, but who knows, i changed my mind and bathed yesterday night, and continued sleeping, thinking that my handphone alarm will wake me up at 7.ooam .

BUT I WAS WRONG . i was a blur sotong, to set my alarm @ 7.oopm LOL .
HOHOHO .
SO SLEEEEEEP :D

till .. 7.2oam , XINYING WOKE ME UP .
BOTH OF US ARE LIKE OMG .
we are supposed to reach at 7.3oam .
sorry ah, xinying, i dumb dumb de LOL .

den we CHIONG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
with our fastest speeed .
within 1o min of wash up and WEARING THOSE BUNKLY CLOTHES .
i chiong-ed to the LIFT, while xinying was still behind,
and she ran to the LIFT TOO .

GUESS WHAT?

we saw HELEN MUMMY .

GOD, i dunno should i be glad or should i be not ._.

and she started laughing ._______.
and she said this ,
“ 你们根本就是那种 ‘我刚起床’ 的那种脸！”
and she continued laughing ._.

okay, there's no way i can hide from the fact that i just woke up,
because i got 2 damn big MARKS on my cheek .
LOOOL .
suay tio !

but aiya , never mind lor .
kana laugh and a bit messy only mahhhh LOL :x
and image gone case LOOOOOL .

OH YES, because it's christmas, everyone is wearing the christmas hat they bought yesterday .
and Alvin became the chairperson , leading us to GREET THE TEACHER and sing the CHRISTMAS SONG .

credit to? x.x idk D:

den we proceeded to the PAPER CUTTING LESSON :D

my artpiece , nice bo?!

credits to MUMMY :D

okay, den hor i also can't rmb when did i have the first "han yu ke" , meaning chinese lesson , but we have to introduce ourselves and explain the meaning of our chinese name! i was the first to go, and I NEVER USED A BLACKBOARD , so the white chalk broke under my violent means ._.
LOL!

credits to MUMMY :D

LOL . the teacher , dunno call what lah .
she very kind, but quite demanding at the same time !
because she gave us many HOMEWORK !
erm, but i tell you .
i was in awe when she sounded so pro man .
because she really seems to have very deep knowlegde !

i saw these 2 pictures on the wall after lunch , so i took the picture of it LOL !

erm yes, dumb dumb , we still got wu shu lesson .
walao, they really want us to become 棋琴书画，样样精通 and 文武双全 LOL .
i was retarded at wu shu can .

DEN DEN , GOT SINGING LESSON LEIS .
WAKAO , SUPER FUNNNNNN HAHAHAHAHAHAH .
LOL .
my too bad, my singing sucks LOL :x

oh yes, and hor, many teachers there actually went to singapore BEFORE! :D

random random .

oh yes, den we got PE LESSON RIGHT?
we won the first for the running, DESPITE THE FACTS THAT WE ONLY GOT 3 GUYS,
unlike the other team, LAN BONG de lor, still say us ._.
erm den ..
TUG OF WAR WE REALLY ADMIT LOSE LAH .
we not like others sore loser okayys .

den at night we went shopping at the AQUA CITY . walao , i think it is like OUR VIVO CITY, but BIGGER LOL . some ppl called it "A-GUA" city !

the super nice christmas tree! :D

but seriously, because something happened, i was super emo and not in mood for anything, including shopping .

f*ck that retarded for lying to me, for so long .
f*ck that retarded for making use of me, for so long .
f*ck that retarded for bretraying me, for so long .
f*ck that retarded for ALMOST causing me to lose the most precious thing .

i will never help you again, and you are now DISREDGARDED as my friend anymore .
damn you, just get out of my life NOW .

P.S. don worry, that retarded is NOT in the 赤壁 team :D

OKAY BACK TO TOPIC .

we went to tour around the 秦淮河 .
we booked the whole boat can .
and we are super high, waving to every boat that passed by us ._.
LOL .
okayyyyyyyy .

nicest picture of the day :D credit to ALICE :D erm because all the good view are on the other side, so it's very hard to take the picture from our side lor ._.

credit to MUMMY :D

den we went back to erm ,
the hotel to CELEBRATE !

HAHAHAHAH . at mummy room .
we bought the KFC, TARTS , AND PEPSI [ the guys bought them ]
WOOOHOO :D

guess what?
i never dreamt of seeing HIM!
at such place .
what the heck am i talking about?
LOL .
it's because ,
LEE JUN KI IS ON THE PEPSI BOTTLE HAHAHA .
my love man . LOL .

and hor, nanjing de city flower is 梅花！一枝梅！一枝梅！
LOL .

okay, because i wasn't in good mood . damn little pictures taken , compared to the day before .

new version of 一枝梅？

OKAY, enough of scare . good nighhhhhht :D

P.S. my chirstmas is still wonderful with you ppl , who tried to cheer me up when i am emo-ing,
like xinying, xinhui . waseh, both got XIN leis . and of course YANGQI [who bickered with me] and kwai ga etc :D

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11o1o9

2009-01-11T21:55:00.021+08:00

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woohoo! it's CHRISTMAS EVE .
i think i really have a wonderful christmas eve, with these whole gang of crazy people, including MYSELF . LOL .
super uber fun? YOU BET .
LOL .

i was super high, on ecstasy , KIDDING .
AS IF I WILL BE ON DRUGS? NOOO, i'm a GOOD GIRL .
but the day started off, BORING . BORING .
why?

STILL NEED TO REPORT TO SCHOOL D:

as you can see, they are still using BLACK BOARD :x

yangqi, stop stretching lahh LOL .

we listened to the briefing about welcoming us etc, den the representative from different country went to make a speech .

our rep is .. MEIXUAN :D
but i guess she is a bit too nervous and not well prepared, the speech turned out to be a bit ...
because she keep repeating the same thing x.x!
but never mind!
MEIXUAN, i admire YOUR COURAGE .

after the briefing, we were forced to take FAMILY PHOTOS .
LOL .
it was so cold, and they DON ALLOW US TO WEAR OUR DA YI !
zzz.
den before the pose, a girl passed a sweet to me,
but who knows, that girl became our enemy ._.
unpredictable life LOL .
anyway, that girl, they say is the DA ZHI LAO de girlfriend ._. LMAOOOO .

after that, they brought us to tour around the school, starting with their school history .
IT IS SUPER BORING .....
so, nothing else to do, except for
TAKING PHOTOS ALL AROUND LOR .

this pretty and lovely babe, is MINES . LOL

helen mummy, alice dear and me! Credits : Alice :D

xinying, what are you LOOKING AT?

the handsome guy at the second row, is JOY's LOVE :D he promised us that he will come SINGAPORE TO VISIT US . LOL :X

P.S. His surname is FANG, 33 years old this year, a teacher . when we first know him, he is single . but now, HE IS JOY's LOL :x

i told xinying to camwhore with my phone LOL :x

but somehow i think she forgot that my phone is a sensitive phone, so being insensitive to a sensitive phone, that's the photo effect she got .

which is a BLACK XINYING?

and even the FAIR KWAI GA, TURNED BLACK .

but afterall, i bleached kwaiga, and she become white again .

the tree is nice .

got winter de FEEL . LOL

den after that they bought us to this astronomy room, to look at the stars, sun and moon .

den the person also talked about HOROSCOPE .
so i waited for him to talk about the GEMINI :D
den after that,
I SLEPT LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS .
can't blame okay, the music damn soothing . the speaker voice EVEN MORE "SOOTHING" .
so i sleep lor .
LOL .

LUNCH TIME .

look at how much rice i was given .
and the shape .
den dunno who say,
"they gave you a L-shaped RICE, because you are LAME"
LOL .

den after lunch, we went to use the COMPUTER,
but super uber lag,
can't go msn or whatever .
so, sianned . LOL .
den mummy told us about the singapore flyer incident,
whereby it got STUCK . LOL .

den i forgot what happen after that le .

lalala, AIYA, see lah, i almost forgot it's CHIRSTMAS EVE .
YOU BET I AM SUPER HIGH .
LOL .

YAY, Andrew papa treated us to BING TANG HU LU ! :x
but seriously, it's damn sour LOL .
and i dunno how to eat!
at first i don even KNOW , there are SEEDS INSIDE? LOL!
den YANGQI AND I WAS LIKE,
struggling to EAT FINISH LMAO .
JOY HELPED ME TO EAT ONE :D
i felt like giving up,
BUT I DID FINISH THE REST :D LOOOOL :x

okay, den hor shopping TIME !
at fu zi miao :D
confucius temple? LOL .
i got a SUPER UBER FUNNNN TIME THERE .

LOOK AT THE PICTURE BELOW ...
i think the person in the picture below is a guai lan okayys .

he is SUPER HIGH THAT DAY,
but FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS ,
he was SUPER EMO .
KAO, i thought he got "ren ge fen lie zhen" okayys LOL .
JOKING LAHH .
i think everyone knows by now why he's so EMO .
but seriously, I STILL DON HAVE THE ANSWER TO THE QUESTION,
which one is the real YOU?
LOL .

at times, he's so EVIL .
at times, he's so QUIET .
at times, he's so IDIOTIC .
at times, he's so EMO .
at times, he's so WEIRD .
at times, he's so HIGH .
at times, he's so NICE .
at times, he's so STUPID .
at times, he's so NOISY .
at times, he's so GAY .
at times, he's so INVISIBLE .
at times, he's so FUNNY .
at times, he's so UNHAPPY .
at times, he's so MATURED .
at times, he's so CAREFUL .
at times, he's so CHEEKY.
at times, he's so PLAYFUL .
at times, he's so OUTSTANDING .
at times, he's so DRAMATIC .
at times, he's so IRRITATING .
at times, he's so RETARDED .

but to me,

HE IS JUST A KID :x

erm, LOL , i suddenly remembered something .
that day he's crazy, and i did something crazy with him also .
well, xinying the "ba gua ji zhe" got the photos LOL .
wait till she upload,
and i think i will laugh at myself LOL .

will update when she update bahh .

we also got the guai ka de photo,
WHEREBY WE CAUGHT HIM AT ARCADE .
but in actual fact, we went with him ._.
LOL RETARDED LEIS .

eh anyway, seriously,
i have zero sense of direction . no matter in SINGAPORE OR CHINA .
NO SENSE OF DIRECTION AT ALLLLLL .
i lost my way easily,
LOL .
but thanks to whoever(s) ,
who came back for me :D

we got the CHIRSTMAS EVE PARTYY .
we all went to erm the guys room?
but the nan ren wei too strong,
so we changed to the girl's one .

OH YES . i suddenly remembered .
haha, I KNOW WHAT HELEN MUMMY IS SCARED OFF .
BALLOONS! LOL ;x

okayys, back to topic .
we went to the girls room,
but can't countdown,
because mummy say the next day got school!
WHAT .
I THOUGHT PUBLIC HOLIDAY ?
okay, they don really valued xmas,
so STILL GOT SCHOOL! D:

oh yes, we saw firework at our room before we went to the girls room ! HAHA :D

is romantic really the CORRECT WORD?

i think i look kinda of tired . and if i'm not wrong, i took this pic MYSELF???

the CUTE CUTE ADELINE ! :D

my dear :D

don be jealous, esp someone OKAYY LOL :x

kwai ga, my lovely BEAR .

xinying, my roomate :D

peiyen, the lamer LOL . no lah, my sun nu :D

amelia, the GIRAFFE!

haha . AHAHAHA . AHAHAHAHA LOL? SOT LIAO .

yangqiiii :D

the cool cool debbie :D

janice mei mei :D P.S. i love you :D

THE NICE NICE QIQI :D

the confident meixuan ;D

i'm HIGH, so PLEASE TOLERATE WITH MY ZI-LIAN FOR A WHILE .

end of my lovely CHRISTMAS EVE ,
with these LOVELY PEOPLE .
WHO ROCKS MAN .

this post will be UPDATED AGAIN,
when i get the photos :D

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1oo1o9

2009-01-10T00:04:00.018+08:00

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okayys! GREAT WALL OF CHINA DAY :D
last day at BEIJING D:

group photos :D

man, i can tell you, it's a NIGHTMARE ._.
i fell down okayy . LOL .
the stairs are seriously damn hard to climb .
and the steps are super tall,
so ppl like me, with SHORT LEGS,
climb till want die can! LOL .
later i tell you why i fell .
let's take a look at the different pictures taken first :D

i did make my way till the TOP THERE OKAYY . who doesn't LOL?

the trees in winter are LEAVELESS :x

i was really too tired, and i sat down to take a photo with qiqi LOL!

不到长城非好汉！

i am a 好汉 now ! LOL!

okay, and yangqi got some un-glam photos of me climbling LOL .

janice mei, you will be missed .

okayys, the reason i fall is because Alice is afraid of height , so she was infront of me, holding on to one of my hands , and obviously i am wearing a glove . my another hand is holding on to the
den right, when she reached before me, she was too elated that she pull my glove out, and i slipped and fall? okayys, i shall not remind myself of that anymore LOL .

rock on ! LOL :D thanks yangqi for the photos ! :D credit to ALICE also :D

we got back late to the bus and we got scolded by helen mummy again ! ._.
endless scolding by her LOL .
because we were doing the medal ._. andrew papa recommend de LOL .
aiyaaa, never mind bahhh, past le D:
i know mummy dotes on us de .
i remember got one day in the lift, she pat my head and asked me if i'm tired, haha, it shows that she cares :D

okay, den we went for lunch, and i took a photo with the tour guide called xiao zheng ge ge , who had accompanyed us for the past few days .

xiao zheng ge ge !

although he is sorta of long winded sometime, so i wasn't listening to him most of the time [i rather sleep], but he is a very nice guy :D

walao, i really cried leis when he was making his last speech . he said something like this..

不管你们有多喜欢我，
喜欢我，
还是喜欢我，
我还是要跟你们告别的。
... ...
... ...
谢谢！

i can't remember so much lahhh !

den on the bus on our way to the airport, we got nothing to do , because some are sleeping, so i was taking photos of amelia and alice, and both of them damn pei he :x LOL!

den during this trip, i realised my handphone got a super high entertainment value .
kwai ga and alice keep taking my phone for camwhore, and i ended up with a lot of their zi lian photos , and kwai ga's photos are SUPER FUNNY . you bet LOL .

okayy, go airport and BYE-BYE BEIJING D:
beijing is a NICE PLACE CAN .
now we are going to NANJING! taking the 国内航班 ~

i have no idea where is nanjing can .
so i just assumed this .
BEIjing should be at the NORTH .
so ..
NANjing should be at the SOUTH .
fine, whatever LOL.

in the SMALL AIRPLANE that almost caused everyone to vomit..
i was sitting beside YANGQI!
and he was SUPER HIGH, because he got the WINDOW SEAT :D

he is smiling like .. LOL?

peiyen smile nicer lahh :x

i know mines it's the BEST LOL :x

this yangqi ah, talking to alice siting behind me LOL :x

alice was bored, and she took my hp to camwhore again . SEE , that's how good my hp is . HP WITH FRONT CAMERA ROCKS :D

thanks for the PEI HE LOL :D

i dunno what am i doing LOL .

yangqi is CAMWHORING?

peiyen is sleeping! ;x

sian-ed

not a nice dinner for me ;x

most of us reached nanjing safely, except for some who vomitted etc x.x
we went to a school for dinner , and after that back to a hotel .
my new roomate is XINYING :D
good-bye to the care-free day in BEIJING .
real hell starts here .
let's see tml . LOL .

eh, before that . 23 Dec is a SPECIAL DAY for SOMEONE OKAYY !
YANGQI BIRTHDAY ! :D
Helen Mummy was so sweet, she got a cake and she pretend to act like nth happen , and say that it's a christmas cake okayy ..

but actually..

it is a BIRTHDAY CAKE!

see, he is so happy ;D

yangqi, i hope that this is the most memorable birthday you have, and may all your wishes come true :D

good night my darling :D

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o9o1o9 -alvin's

2009-01-09T17:22:00.008+08:00

heyys, that branded stuff, look here LOL .
*WAVES~*
i happen to come across this lyric, and it reminds me of you LOOOL .

《覆水难收》

决定早早把你忘记
一切就交给时间
为何要再来扰乱我的心
投靠在我怀中
忘不了他
曾经以为伤痛也没关系
因为你在我身边
现在我不想再抓着你不放
你来我这里
就准备好要离开
因为爱你
所以要忘了你
害怕会产生讨厌你的心情
爱你
我爱你
一心想要与你走下去的我
不再祈祷了
老早以前就不再期待了
想为你做的事也老早放弃了
如同擦了还是涌出的眼泪
对于爱的贪念是无止尽的
因为爱你
所以要忘了你
害怕会产生讨厌你的心情
爱你
我爱你
一心想要与你走下去的我
不再祈祷了
一旦离开的爱
想也无法像起初一样
再也不是我的了
在爱中的人
爱多少就会呼吸多少
因为爱你
所以要忘了你
害怕会产生讨厌你的心情
爱你
我爱你
一心想要与你走下去的我
不再祈祷了
你再次回到我身边的那一天
我已做好要送走你的准备
LOVE YOU...
我已做好准备要忘了你

are you ready to move on? :D